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Sigh. This truly makes you frustrated at how humans and thought process work sometimes. Yoseob grew up around violence. ruthless and heartlessness surrounded him every waking moment. He didn’t know it was wrong, he didn’t know it was right. All he knew was what was in front of him. His mother wanting him to die but then apologizing and repeating, his father wanting him to die but only leaving him on the brink of death every night and day. He would go and wash himself off in the washroom and think, in his premature brain, of why he experienced every day, and not knowing how to express any emotions because of how trapped he was in the abusive environment. When his mom died, he experienced confusion, surprise that people die when you take out the object that they’ve been stabbed with. It happened just like that. How was this little kid supposed to deal with it? He couldn’t, all emotions blocked off since birth. Then he met jaeha. This little kid already suffering, alone and scared of being left and hated. A kid who knew nothing more than the next student, and he decided to keep yoseob to himself, he needed the comfort of being leaned on and trusted and believed in by someone he knew wouldn’t leave him because he couldn’t. For me, a part that hit so hard was in yoseob’s POV, when he killed the fish because jaeha payed more attention to it, he thought that jaeha would leave him, would hurt him, if he wasn’t his number one priority. Yoseob did not know how to deal with the only person he trusted and cared about, not givin all his attention and love to him, as jaeha had told him. When he killed that fish, he needed to know what jaeha’s reaction would be, he trusted jaeha to know right and wrong, to help him and understand him. A little kid. Such a crucial moment in both their lives, when yoseob believed that what he did was right because he got reassured from someone he trusted and thought knew everything. He took to then on believing that if he hurt/killed anyone or anything that made him get less attention from jaeha, that was the proper, humane way to deal with what he was feeling. Some semblance of emotion that he thought was alright to feel and thought was understood perfectly. When he hurt people, they were too scared to speak up about what had been done to him so they stayed silent. That further led him to believe that this was the correct path. When he became increasingly paranoid because he thought he would be left alone with his thoughts by the only person he loved and cared about, he couldn’t handle it. When he went out to that street with that knife, his thoughts must have been running 100 miles per minute. What was jaeha doing with that person, are they taking jaeha away from him, he was probably in fight or flight, “ah, if jaeha doesn’t give me all of his attention, I’ll be left alone to rot, I’ll die, I’ll go back to being treated with hate and heartlessness like mom did” this persons thought to keep that from happening, to know that he would be alright, was to hurt himself, so that jaeha would pay attention to him just like when he killed the fish. He hurt himself to make sure that jaeha still loved him. He hated everything. He pushed his one care and he died pretty much in front of him. He went on a rampage. He did what he was raised by. He did what was done to him when nothing else made sense, when he couldn’t grip or control anything at that moment. He killed those people, took their lives and didn’t see it as such an issue because that’s what his mom did, that’s what his dad did, that’s what his brother deemed alright to do, that’s what shut up those people he threatened before right? He did what was done to him and saw no issue. Felt nothing, saw nothing, heard nothing. He probably realized jaeha passed away when taken to questioning. He didn’t speak. He opened up to the person that looked like his brother, told him everything. Those people would probably never understand what truly caused this to happen, as yoseob didn’t know exacty himself. No one ever told him right from wrong on the most important issues of his life at such a young and impressionable age. The one thing he cared about in his life was his brother and he died. Yoseob was left with himself in presumably a mental hospital with therapy every day. Probably wouldn’t help anyways. All he wanted was to be happy, to be cared for and not hurt. What makes me so damn upset over anything else, is that the signs, everything, it was all there. If he got help sooner, none of this would have happened. Out of everything, I don’t blame any of the children, I simply blame the parents. All of them, even though I know, they were never equipped with how to deal with any of this. Not the new parents, especially not the only parents. But I’m mainly talking about how everyone let this happen when he could have gotten help. This happens in real life man. I can’t wrap my head around it. Parents like this exist. They really do. Children like this exist, situations like this exist. It’s scary. Freaking terrifying. It hurts so much. The title doesn’t even begin to describe how heart wenching this was. I will say however, that if you had to combine this story into 3 words, it would nah ego he an uncomfortable truth, because that’s exactly what it is. Looking back at the title, it’s truly simple yet so much is ingrained in it. It is truly, an uncomfortable truth.

So many chapters, thank you

So happy this finally started season 2 !!!

Wtf

Ya know, I’m really interested in this comic, it’s a very real life situation and realistically shows how this teenager deals with it all. I’m just so glad that even though for him, he faces tragedy every day, that he still have a couple of people who are looking out for him.

Yo when I say that this is the best action comic I’ve read in a while I’m not joking!!! Actually it’s the best PERIOD

Can’t wait for season 2 !!!!

Sachi no

Congrats on finishing this! Very enjoyable

The artist when they finally started dancing: FINALLY SOME GOOD FUCKING FOOD