
Ch1
Ngl I was excited to live on my own but damn 2 sem done and all I can think is life at home is easier I'm so fucking broke I only eat porridge I cook everyday. Friends are shit. Roommates are so unfriendly... I feel suffocate here. Send help. I grew up with parents that would constantly fight so why can't I endured it again my mental health would be worsening but at least I feel comfort in my room... (and then I'd wish I move out sooner... the circle repeat itself)

Try to do something you like. Or clean your room to distract your mind when you're in it. Take deep breaths, listen to music, rant about life by writing it down. It helps.
What I find is meal planning works best for me. I asked chatgpt to plan a grocery list on a specific budget, it must be available in my country and must have long shelf-life (cause I don't have a fridge). Then I buy them in bulk at the start of the week. And I find that it lessens your stress when you plan your meals ahead of time. Or the clothes you'll wear for the week. I basically ask chatgpt for anything lol but the mental health part you may also need a better environment or just better friends. I can be your friend haha
Anyways hope you're doing good sending love from a broke student myself.
Paul, who?