The art is great as always makes me cry but as my heartached and sobbed i seriously dont understand whats going on right now WHAHWHAHAHHAJFKFJVJ ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER JCKXKSSKSKZKXKCKCK SHOULD I LEARN THE ARTS OF STANNING TO BE ADOBTED BY YOU MY LADY?! IDISISSKAJAJDJXJ
Was so overwhelmed ever since that chapter with abel crying and that msg for him jxjdisoskd in my household when i sleep i dont hear those words but instead shouts and fights so even if i told myself to just endure and dont feel a thing, it would be a lie to say i dont feel envious.
Relatable. Honestly, the ppl in this manhwa make such a good family. Most of the times if something happened to me, my parents would just be like "put some alcohol on it." And then leave me be. If my siblings hit me, I'm the one in trouble. Also, being in a family full of ppl with anger issues = nobody apologizing. Smh
I'm so sorry.. If u ever need to talk than write to me..is it possible to sit your parents down and try talking to them calmly and try making them understand it hurts you? I did that with my father and mother recently... It helped! I didn't give up and tried to always remind them and educate them about how the brain works and that their shouting makes my heart race dangerously and they reay try now. It's hard so sometimes I have to remind them, not always works but I assure you it's worth trying. Talking with them and trying hard to calmly explain what it does to you. Your mind and body. I hope you will find peace soon.
That’s a bit difficult with a family full of people with anger issues. No matter how you talk to them, they would just stop listening by the week or by the month and the cycle will begin again. I recommend trying to make them go to therapy, let the doctor teach them -and convince them- some anger management techniques. Or, if bad goes to worse, recommend some pills. In the end, anger issues don’t go easy because normally the person don’t want to acknowledge them. I’d say: “just leave them when you can” but I’d be a hypocrite because they are still your family. I should know, it’s difficult to leave family.
After several failed atempts I have been thinking about doing that again lately since its getting out of hand. But i do want to stress out that at this point I'm just bound to give up because i cry when I try to speak up and ultimately, even if i was able to express it properly for once, the words comming out of their mouths are just "why only me? Why not your father/mother too? Why does it seem like its my fault? I should be the one followed in this household. Pataka rakag yawit dra kaibaw kos akong gipang buhat dri oi (native language)" Putting that aside I appreciate it, your msg and all. I'll do my bestto succeed this time but really i just dont think theres that much hope for change.
Im really scared of the effect that gave to me really. Lately when i get emotionally mad i get that feeling to just punch something or just fidget on my fingers until it hurts. Honestly i just want to be alone in this house. And i guess to end on a lighter note the good thing i got from this is how i have this long ass patience for people and just let things slide. Kind of sad now that i think about it
Funny story about that therapy advice, yah see we don't have that much money for like 4 people in this house. So I thought why don't I pursue that job so I can help my own family? But then when I told them about said pursuit it was shut down and here I am on an accounting and business management course! Currently finals week btw hehehehe
Funny you said that I’m currently pursuing a business career.
Family! (Insert Eugenes voice)
If You can't, say, it - Write it. Write them a letter and ask them to read it. Be gentle but also decisive and with Strong message. I did it once, I wrote to my sister when I couldn't speak the right words. Tell them You love them and you hope they love you too, but that right now it doesn't seem so if they are hurting you without even thinking about changing it... Tell them. I didn't suggest therapy cause I know how it would go with this type of ppl, they are like my family so whenever I mention therapy with anger management they laugh at me lol xd that's why I know it's probably impossible for them to go but You can read about some ways to help and maybe try doing it on your own. I do that xd my father particularly have anger issues... Well, what is sure - do NOT give up. If we managed to withstand it from a young age than we are strong enough to fight it now. Try finding words of your own and write it all down and make them read it. Hope You will be fine and at peace sweetheart <3
Can someone tell me is it safe to read now?? I've been avoiding this since boom² boi was shot through the stomach and im not hearing anything from my friends so far (very sus) djdkxkzkxkc imA WEAK BTCH WAT CAN I SAYJCK KCDKDKDKXKFK
its safe, trust me.
Shit are getting better but still...
The pain bro
The pain
The period at the end is not helping your statement so is the next comment after this dkxkxzksknffk
WELP HFICOSSKSKF
shhhhhhhh let them experience it like the rest of us
WAS DEATHLY SOBBING BUT THE MOMENT I SAW THE ENLARGED BUTT I CANTTTT WAAAAAAHCKCICKVOVOKV
I had to calm down and ask google how to stop loving nora but it just told me to reread and remember his character in the story jfkxkskkv that makes me love him even more