
Everytime I saw the meds the son was taking my heart just sinks. The way he was raised is so mentally and emotionally challenging. All of them is messed up, but damn I hate the dad sm like WHY WAS HE A SELFISH BITCH SINCE THE BEGINNING.

OK, yeah he was selfish. What does that mean? He deserved all that he was also kind of groomed and like tamed to be more selfish than he already was because his only reward was money, like the mom was really like if you’re not gonna acknowledge my feelings, I’m gonna make you my fucking bitch. And honestly, I think she’s the most insane. Also, they are all infuriating because like the way you have to unravel their emotional process is crazy.

It’s ok , but man , we are chill.
You’ll never catch me out here like that unless I’m dumb fuck tired and even then it’s mostly me talking to myself.
But I honestly hope you have like the best day ever and good to go on five roller coaster rides and three waterslides…. If you do, I am super jealous and I wish I was you
Ok so currently we are reading saha's perspective, hence feeling and understanding wtv saha sees & feels. Also a lot of bl tend to do this and many readers (including myself) tend to get confuse abt the other character! Which shows that the author is actually really good at telling and showing the story bcs it even gives us readers confusion as we are reading in the character's perspective! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~