If only I had the words to express how unexpectedly good this made me feel. I am crying sure, but I am so pleasantly surprised at how several issues were handled.
I like that the trauma was properly addressed and I like that we were shown how much effort Shouts put for Aoi.
I feel like we don't often see these type of writing in yaoi, where they brush away the traumas as soon as the couple get together. It's accurate how the trauma doesn't suddenly leave you when you're in love.
It honestly touched my heart deeply, the part where we found out he sleeps late and wakes up early to not cause Aoi any worry or anxiety.
Wow the effort Shouts put, what a classy guy. I love him, I love Aoi and I love this author. I wish we had more because I could honestly take 100 chapters of just them living their life
I am dumping this in the comments to get rid of something I've been thinking about a lot. It's a bit about the mc, I like him and the ml (the old guy so sexy lol) over all. And I loved this story
But
I think I might be a jerk because I get so annoyed with certain characters and their behaviours which another normal person would likely feel sympathy for. The MC midway through the story frustrated me so much.
I know he went through pretty horrible lovers. But everytime I see a self pitying person to that degree in any story I just get mad at them and then I feel bad immediately after because that's horrible. Insecurity is something I can empathize with but I have this complicated feelings towards people (irl too) who sulk or self pity a lot. Probably because I see a bit of my younger self ( I hated myself in middle school). God I feel horrible for being pissed at characters like mc because they didn't do anything wrong.
Anyways I hope grow personally so I can be more gracious instead of being heartless.
I had to write my feelings and thoughts down, I feel lighter now lol
Bruh I got so fckn scared just now what is up with him love the mc but this feels so much beyond the jealousy trope. Possessiveness is usually a turn off for me but if it's done right it's sexy ig. This though....why is that guy so violent omg save the mc
Plus this dude's manipulative as hell like imagine trying to isolate someone just cause you like them it's giving abuser. I am pretty sure it's because he's got a fucked up family life or something but still...I have ptsd with stuff like this, spreading malicious rumours and all.
Anyways hoping things get better.........
the way I'd deadass quit and move cities bc that man is creepy af (⊙…⊙ )
I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING. Kagei is using abusive tactics and while it was cute at first, I'm actually nervous for Akashi. I don't know how this is going to go forward. Hopefully the author develops this in a nice way
I'm being blessed with pretty boys with selective hearing lmao him and Jigu (from another story)
we love jigu
Who's jigu?
ml from guildmate next door
Punching him is not enough we need to actually kill him. Author do it pleaseeeeeeeee
Also people complaining about top and bottom dynamics
they can be vers too. Switching exists!! Personally I loveeee that Coco topped
I love jealousy hehe but also can he not take his annoyance out on that poor guy . I would hate to be treated like that in a new workspace from my mentor especially because he is jealous like cmonnn I am here to work not get in between you gays (/affectionate tone btw)
In my head im hoping the new guy was lying in order to steal the mc for himself. I dont like the ml would do that considering his past behavior
dont think*
No this can't be the end noooo