
Can anyone recommend me something similar to this like heavy on second hand embarrassment thingy coz its funny

If you like second hand embarrassment try this I literally need a break because I cringed too hard but it’s good though https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/punch_drunk_love/

I kinda wanna keep my virginity till 30 just to see if i could get magic.

Did it. I don't know if it's ~magic~ but it grants you amazing sex right from the beginning. You know what you like and what you want and how to communicate it to the other person. You're more confident and comfortable because you actually like yourself more than when you were in your teens and twenties.
This is just my personal experience.
There's probably no books in that library
Or it's strictly military strategy books