The Depression and trauma shown in this manga that how it makes a person self destructive, it is true the thoughts that Yukiya San has that he should be the most hated one and he was trying not indulging Takanashi in his matters because of a past trauma it felt very very real to me! When we love someone we always want there happiness more than ours. Yukiya San was just soo much traumatized by the past events that he thought if he'll love and confess again then it'll all be the same like the past, so to seek warmth he turned himself and driven through a lusty path or fleeting love and sex situation to just keep going on with his deranged life! But I loved how Takanashi waited and patiently waited for him! This story is a circle of unrequited love.Takanashi to Yukiya San, Yukiya San to his dead friend and Yuuto to Takanashi. And at last about yuuto I would say it was like he was character to make Takanashi and Yukiya San take on a same bridge and kinda mediator between them! Yeah his love didn't fulfilled but may he came to love again to someone else a good story! This story remind me of a song it's a Bollywood song (Hai tughe bhi izazat, karle tu bhi Mohabbat) translation:- yeah! You're allowed to love, so please love
Aree update kardo yaar koi yaha pe! Translation:- ( please update this manga)! I'm dying!
Uwaahhhh!!! Can we get a reincarnation sequel! I'm bawling my eyes out fuckkk this hurts like hell this Manga made me understand very things about how to appreciate life! When we are living we always think negetive and gloomy side of life but life is beyond all this! So enjoy life till the end! Because we don't know when it's the end! Very very very fantastic and beautiful manga the contrast between life and death was very beautiful! So guy's yes!! There are regrets in life but pls never think your life gloomy because its so much more to it! Appreciate little things! And forgive people! Keep making progress, meet new people! Try out your hobbies, dance on weird fusions! Appreciate imperfections, Talk out your concerns and questions life is beautiful I love you all
Well...I read the summary of the new chapter on Instagram and it somehow says that..well Asami sama...umm... indeed a very tough character with big ego! Well Akihito's knife stabbing plan fell apart...and after giving Asami sama a kick in jaw he ran out of the room naked!! Only sheets covering him! As Asami sama asked Alex to Chase after Akihito but kinda late to catch him...Akihito gets inside a car waiting for him outside the hotel...(Chernobog may be)!? And Ran away....and Asami sama lost his temper! (Well Asami sama...umm..did what he always do (face palm) forced Akihito .. and umm...story is getting more dramatic! Waiting for new chapter...
Could u tell me where u read the summary? Im half crazy since last year bcs of this manga
I follow an Instagram account that posts about Finder series!! On that I read it today! The account name is Nakamorii and dp of Asami sama it's a private account but you can request and follow!
I think it's citing this summary:
https://bl-shikibunikki.net/finder-series-be-boy-gold-202108-spoiler-impression/
It was shared in Finder Discord yesterday.
Hii!! Lucullus I always read your comments on Finder and I really like your comments!! How are you!? I hope you're staying safe and healthy! Well I wanted to ask you about your impression after reading the new chapter summary!? Isn't it we came all the way again to square one! It'll all start again after all these yrs!? I love this story so much! It's the only Yaoi I read for the plot more than intimate scenes but new chapter giving me chill run down spine
Hi! =D I am well and I hope you are.
I have not yet seen any pictures, I just read that summary and some comments of japanese fans directed at sensei, but to give my impression from that:
(SPOILER!)
I am honestly pretty shocked and disgusted by Asami.
He took the knife from Akihito, Akihito called him his enemy. What would a sane person do in that moment? Hold the other? Calm him down? Grant him space? Talk to him calmly?
Asami instead pinned Akihito to the bed and kept fucking him.. no sorry, raping him. So yes, if this is true, we are all the way back at the beginning.
I had hoped that Asami had learned after walking through the hell of "Pray in the Abyss", but it seems he is still the same asshole he was at the start.
I just hope that sensei did this on purpose, sending Asami henceforce through a nightmare of coming to understand what he did so he can grow from this. I have that is the way sensei is going and there therefore this scene was necessary.
Because if it wasn't, if this is just Asami being his old self, than I have definitely lost all respect I ever had for the man. And if it's just glossed over like this is a sane, a natural, a romantic thing to do (to rape your lover to get answers), then this is really fucked up sadly :´(
I just don't know right now. I still have to see with my own eyes and I will keep up hope, but right now Asami (and probably even Sensei) are balancing on a fine line of excessively damaging this character.
Thankyou so much ily (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Yeah if this is true, it proves Asami has the emotional depth of a teaspoon. Taking character development back to zero. Hoping t was just a poor English translation lol
Ahh!! Yeahh Thank you for your explanation Lucullus you really go through the deep sense of the story! And yeah about Asami sama if it's for the sake of his realisation to his feelings and getting better grip at his love for Akihito realising that what he did wrong will be great to see! But if Asami sama lost it than I'll also be very disappointed. The respect and love I've always have for Asami sama will somehow vanish. I don't want that hope Asami sama realise and take Akihito's condition into consideration and see through the roots of the problem!
Isn't rape Asami's answer to every problem with Akihito...? Emotionally, he's the proverbial bull in the china closet. God forbid His Fineness actually become nuanced for a change.
It seems the chapter contains the same usual rapey stuff. The same old Asami's dish. What a waste of time, six months waiting for something probably irrelevant.
Thank you for sharing the summary with us ! I am quite shocked by the content of the new chapter! If Sensei wanted to incorporate a sex scene in the new chapter to keep the fans hooked or something, she could have detailed the one they had before Akihito took out the knife! What the hell was the purpose of forcing Aki just to have more answers of his new strange behavior?! How can a man who risked his own life many times and confessed his love to Aki be so cruel and irrational? And we still don't know why on earth it took him months to recover while staying peacefully at his brother's house not knowing what happened to Akihito! Things just don't make any sense anymore... Let's hope for the best and maybe it will all become clear by the end of this new arc (doubt it).
Yupp so many unanswered questions!! So much upcoming drama and angst! Sensei loves to turmoil our hearts with twisting her characters! Shitt why I'm crying ?? Well thank you for reading my comment
SPOILER!!
Ok now that I got the magazine and did my translation, my verdict stays:
This is rape! Nothing else.
Akihito tries and fights to get away. He begs Asami to stop repeatedly.
Asami just keeps going, a grin on his face.
And Asami reacts with his usual "I trained this body. I will make it remember. If you want me to stop, you tell me with whom you have been."
Holly molly! Asami literally lost his mind oO
And now I am even more scared we'll get to see that Akihito has being r*ped this whole time by Sudo or someone else! I can take Asami's anger and violence on Aki on certain extent, but I won't stand it if Aki has been through a sexual hell with others too! That would be way toooooo much!
Oh. My. God. I am beyond disgusted. What the actual fuck is wrong with Yamane?!!!! Is she really going to destroy this manga the way she did with Crimson Spell? What kind of editor approves this kind of shit? We're back to 20 years ago????? WHAT.
Ha, wanna bet Akihito's been fucking Sakazaki and God knows how many Russians? Hell, may be even Yuri. That's Yamane Ayano for ya.
Yuri is dead, unless it's necrophilia
Nooooo why would you say something like this but it's feeling kinda true well if you wanna read a Fanfic about what would have happened to Akihito in chernobog captive then read to:- Codename Antarctica's Fanfic on AO3 (The Innocent)
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You're Codename Antarctica!!!! Oh my god I sooo gladddd yaa know!!!! I even follow you on Tumblr!!! Ufff!! I'm a big fan of your writing ! The way you presented Akihito in your Fanfic oh my gosh!! It srsly kinda felt true!!
Thank you!! I had not written any FF before I started into writing some for Finder and I am happy if I did Asami and Akihito justice because I am so much more an MxF-shipper ^^
You just trust me!!! You write very very fantastic!! It was soooo good the way you held Akihito captive inside the dark room and made Aaron his everything in that time and literally you showed the real darkness and brainwashed Akihito!! I loved it the song name you used (End of the world) I still listen to it!! Loved it!! Every second of it well I am Asami and Akihito fan but I do worship Feilong sama's intelligence! Mikhail is cutie
Thank you soooo much. I am happy to read this ^^
I hope that maybe sensei will put Asami now through an arc somewhere like that to make him understand and repent and come out a better person. But we will have to see.. Only time will be able to tell.
Yupp yupp we all kinda need a soft and emotion filled Asami sama I also want him to show his emotional sides and think about how Akihito mean everything to him from the very start! It would be great to see while his past also revealed along the path! Well another 4-5 yrs of drama angst and patience!!
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Goshhh!!! I love you Yuzuru baby you're sooo damn cute beautiful !!! He's such a cute baby the most innocent type!! And Kyoya is damn sexy!! Hot mind-blowing read! Good one!
Makino Sensei art style is sooooo amazing I mean yeah!! Both of them are cute and fine!! Inna sundarr kaise bana lete hai log!! Just how!? Kya itne sundar perfect log exist bhi karte hai!? No doubt we salivate and simp over 2D guy's and girls!!!
Great communication!! Great artstyle ! Great story!!! And Issa is such a Gentleman ! And I connected to Hiroto's character alot like how he was sooo much in fear to love again and trust again I'm same! And wow sooo hot and fine both of them are!! Wow (** whistle) I kinda want a story the bar owner! She was beauty ! And last but not least a good story with well communication and shared feelings ! Sundarr Sundarr Khub Bhalo !!
RAWS incase anyone need it! :- https://boylove.cc/home/book/index/id/2919 (Chinese site working)
how to access it? why i don't understand T.T
Sis! Tell me what problem are you Facing! Because here it's opening freely!
the site is open, but I can't find the chapters T.T
Sis just click on the middle button where 1 and 9 are mentioned you'll find the chapters
still not showing up. I even used 3 apps :')
thanks for the advice sis ♡
Sis here try this!! May be the chapters will open! Or use any other browser! But here check this:- https://boylove.cc/home/book/index/id/2919
Sis here try this- https://boylove.cc/home/book/index/id/2919
https://boylove.cc/home/book/capter/id/30996 here sis try this!!
thank you very much sis ,
it looks like I'm not lucky. I don't know why the pictures don't appear even after I use the laptop :')
Ati Sundar!! Khubsurat story! Lajawab! Shandarr! Bhot cute
Hain nàaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa zalim Wala cute manga
Haha yes!! So hello fellow Indian fujoshi!
Pakistani fujoshi here
Haha! No problem dear ! Happy to be your friend
Same here
Spoilers and RAWS are on Instagram follow Nakamoriii on Instagram dp:- Asami sama! Go check the Raws it's devastating
I found them too on facebook
https://www.facebook.com/ASemesHeart019/photos
Again, very disappointed about Asami's behavior...