
Kodaka kazuma Sensei really puts all the emotions in her works!! This story was full of angst!! And the tragedy that happened with Araki san I bawled my eyes for next 3 hours at the end it was all That Bitch Hibiki's doing oh god our Ryuuji needs all the love!! Ryuuji wasn't at fault wow storyline!! With my bittersweet feelings and heavy heart I would say this is a masterpiece I loved this story!! Ryuuji is such a strong willed person and at last the time skip made me so speechless fantastic Yakuza storyline!!

Some of the contents in live action is changed from the real manga!!
Well anyway! Here are the chinese raws (site working)
https://boylove.cc/home/book/index/id/2907

This story is sooo beautiful even the characters are soo good!! Seina is soo handsome and Jin became the most important bridge between his past misconceptions and present reality!! The others characters are also soo lively!! Angie is soo handsome Touma is a caring brother!! The tattoos subject in this manga made my mind also wanting a tattoo!! All in all very good storyline with beautiful art style

Well this story is good for Angst readers I would say!! Because here is the brief synopsis of the manga:- Kanzaki San (seme) be looking he is in his 40s or so... A basic ordinary salaryworker with aloneness!! Once he was approached by a male prostitute Nagisa (uke) that one night stand made eachother having a quite more feelings and that's how there daily meetups start's and as we all know it's human psychology that if get a habit to just be with that one important person it became especial , they start to crave for more for them!! But one day Kanzaki San without any word flew to Malaysia as his transfer was in his hands! Nagisa's body was drunk over the love potion of Kanzaki San that made his body indifferent to any other person beside Kanzaki San touch! But as in prostitution business he has to sell himself! The body became too indifferent to sex that he started seeing his future in this line at brink! And all that thoughts of Nagisa's failure made him blame it all on Kanzaki San! Nagisa wanted to be someone's especial but that thought was in vain! After 5 yrs when Kanzaki San returned to Japan he re-encounter the Nagisa whom he loved for all those year's but what he heard made his heart sink " I want to forget about the past" by Nagisa! After several attempts to make the person understand Kanzaki San got hurt! And hurt ! Nagisa basically wanted his future life to be estable....so he tried to keep his distance from Kanzaki San. But again the touch of that old man's hand made his body realised the hangover of the love potion from all those past years!! In the cycle of blaming and understanding! Both of them get hurt! At the restaurant party the way Kanzaki San explained his affection for the Nagisa made my eye's bawled! And last by heaven's prayer Nagisa came back after understanding that Kanzaki San was not after his body he wanted to make him his someone especial !! It's really a gem story if say!! A complicated one but a good one Recommend it!!
This Manga really has potential to be adapted into a 2 hours anime movie it's just soooo good very refreshing something unique !! Loved this!!