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I’ve been with a toxic, obsessive narcissist like this before, and what I can say is… there is a sort of dark pleasure when you read these stories from the safety of a screen. When it’s all fiction, that intensity feels exciting.

Before my toxic relationship, I used to think I wanted a man who would yearn for me obsessively, someone who was head over heels and couldn’t think of anything but me. And then it happened. At first, it felt like a trophy — I got exactly what I thought I wanted. I lived in his head 24/7. He was desperate for my love, desperate for my attention, desperate for my heart.

But when I finally fell for him too, the reality hit. His “devotion” became possession. His arms felt like claws—tight, suffocating, controlling. He tried to overpower me at every turn. His love wasn’t love at all; it was pure lust, obsession, and insecurity wrapped in the illusion of passion.

The difference between me and those fictional girls is that I’m not shallow and I’m not powerless. I stayed for a while because I wanted to fight for my love and believed I could fix things. But that delusion dies fast when you realize he’s a dead end. And I got myself out for my self-respect and my value, no matter how hard it was.

So believe me — the things we romanticize aren’t hot, steamy, or pretty when they become your reality. You don’t understand what you’ve walked into until you’re living it.

So yeah… let’s keep that stuff in fiction, for entertainment. In real life, romanticizing that kind of “love” is seriously fucked.

Gotta say love the art the sex scenes that battle royal was hot loved the parts where ml/bottom could show some dominance back at the top maybe I even liked the fucked up personalities with their traumas and issues but this story had to have more logic and sense not some blonde hottie mafia having full on power ın every time something didint go his way i enjoyed it but like the abused the trauma wasn’t deeply shown enough i think the ml had to leave maybe even cheat and be with the other guy who wanted to be with him make the story more juicy logical and the biggest point that disturbed me is the top literally raped him mentally abused him the way when things didint go his way he like either shot the ml or cut his own throat… like ml felt nothing?? Biggest gaslight and manipulation and as a lawyer he was like idk what’s right and wrong.. HOW THE HECK HE A DAMN LAWYER THEN??? He would just throw a small tantrum and continue feeling the same way towards the top?? ok Stockholm syndrome but still like none of them had any friends no one really said wtf is going on with them this isnt healthy etc like everyone is just mafia and one lawyer who gets fucked by a man who is literally a hot drawn psychopath… the story could have been just chef’s kiss with more logic and depth but that is just my own opinion.

So I just reread the 25th chapter and realized that the last scenes where the boss was drawing the guys on the floor he stopped the moment the dude came so this mf is like forcing these people to do bdsm or even abusive sexual act and force them to not come until he finsihes his art pieces since nearly all the art pieces were modeled by the uke imagine how much torture he has been through that’s why when he had sex with the seme and came he cried repeatedly saying sorry sorry boss in his head… a big ptsd moment. This webtoon is hot cruel and sad I like it tho the plot is as good as it’s art ( just wanted to put this out there if no one realized )

I love how raw and complex the emotions between the two male leads are in every chapter at first I thought this would be just some all sex no plot webtoon and ım a sucker for deep storylines. There’s always this lingering sense of uncertainty like you never really know what might happen between them next. Their relationship feels like a constant mental climax, and I’m completely locked in. I catch myself reading with the biggest smirk on my face, totally absorbed, yet at the same time, I feel this deep sense of sympathy for the uke he looked so grounded but is a complete victim. The plot is an absolute banger a perfect storm of unbalanced emotional highs and lows that keeps me hooked from start to finish. The art is also G so can’t wait for S2 like WHEN IS S2 BE OUT I REALLY CANT WAITTT!

Can he freaking LEAVE?? IMMA THROW MY SLIPPERS AT HIM IF NOT! That mf who is pretending to be unsure of his feelings while all he wants is her obsession… is a man child while our lovely boy is just ın that corner with open arms even tho yes he ain’t an adult yet and what she tries to do to is right with distancing herself but still can we just like let them be happy together… They both deserve eachother FUCK the age at this point…
And one more thing is when she says “ deep down I just hoped he’d tell me to stay “ expecting that from the wrong person when the right person is behind her and asks her to stay… broke my heart… right person wrong time…ughhh ╥﹏╥

Shimpei is doing that thing again with his eyes aura… like hehe keep going~ manipulate me some more u cute maniac(▰˘◡˘▰)

Even tho the ending was fast done I still appreciated that the Uke was actually the most mature of everyone out in this webtoon if we don’t count dr baek, when uke said “ everything I did was for myself “ I honestly felt that deep. he did a weird action on self harm mix with self cure to help himself figure himself out again with the trauma and personal/family issues with the actions he took. I think most of the time all of us kinda seek that and think we seek someone but what we actually look and seek iş to redeem ourselves or create a new version of ourselves and ofc what his therapist dr baek did was unprofessional in so many ways but in a sense he kinda cured him with literal sex therapy and they both kept things very professional I mean uke literally acknowledged his actions with his feelings and wasn’t some weak person who needed dr baek for forever. Uke taking off in the end moving forward from it all literally was the best possible ending and like I said ik y’all hated the ending very fast maybe it didn’t make sense and a lot was left out buuuut from what I can say is that uke never really was a weak person and he let himself leave the past behind. And sometimes that’s all what we need in life. Not a lover to fix that for us or get sentimental about how others see us how much we have gone through or lost in the past but to just get what we need and move forward for ourselves. So yea I liked the topic I didn’t care if dr and uke ended up leaving eachother or that the ending was rushed. I felt what I needed to enjoyed most of the chapters and now I also move forward to the next kinky hot dark ass shit to read~
Good day and night to you all.

Never saw a character rip himself so fast lmao

Finally an author who aint some maniac playing with reader’s feelings constantly!

Imagine him actually putting it on just to tease her hahahahah would be amazing