I love how raw and complex the emotions between the two male leads are in every chapter at first I thought this would be just some all sex no plot webtoon and ım a sucker for deep storylines. There’s always this lingering sense of uncertainty like you never really know what might happen between them next. Their relationship feels like a constant mental climax, and I’m completely locked in. I catch myself reading with the biggest smirk on my face, totally absorbed, yet at the same time, I feel this deep sense of sympathy for the uke he looked so grounded but is a complete victim. The plot is an absolute banger a perfect storm of unbalanced emotional highs and lows that keeps me hooked from start to finish. The art is also G so can’t wait for S2 like WHEN IS S2 BE OUT I REALLY CANT WAITTT!
Can he freaking LEAVE?? IMMA THROW MY SLIPPERS AT HIM IF NOT! That mf who is pretending to be unsure of his feelings while all he wants is her obsession… is a man child while our lovely boy is just ın that corner with open arms even tho yes he ain’t an adult yet and what she tries to do to is right with distancing herself but still can we just like let them be happy together… They both deserve eachother FUCK the age at this point…
And one more thing is when she says “ deep down I just hoped he’d tell me to stay “ expecting that from the wrong person when the right person is behind her and asks her to stay… broke my heart… right person wrong time…ughhh ╥﹏╥
Shimpei is doing that thing again with his eyes aura… like hehe keep going~ manipulate me some more u cute maniac(▰˘◡˘▰)
Even tho the ending was fast done I still appreciated that the Uke was actually the most mature of everyone out in this webtoon if we don’t count dr baek, when uke said “ everything I did was for myself “ I honestly felt that deep. he did a weird action on self harm mix with self cure to help himself figure himself out again with the trauma and personal/family issues with the actions he took. I think most of the time all of us kinda seek that and think we seek someone but what we actually look and seek iş to redeem ourselves or create a new version of ourselves and ofc what his therapist dr baek did was unprofessional in so many ways but in a sense he kinda cured him with literal sex therapy and they both kept things very professional I mean uke literally acknowledged his actions with his feelings and wasn’t some weak person who needed dr baek for forever. Uke taking off in the end moving forward from it all literally was the best possible ending and like I said ik y’all hated the ending very fast maybe it didn’t make sense and a lot was left out buuuut from what I can say is that uke never really was a weak person and he let himself leave the past behind. And sometimes that’s all what we need in life. Not a lover to fix that for us or get sentimental about how others see us how much we have gone through or lost in the past but to just get what we need and move forward for ourselves. So yea I liked the topic I didn’t care if dr and uke ended up leaving eachother or that the ending was rushed. I felt what I needed to enjoyed most of the chapters and now I also move forward to the next kinky hot dark ass shit to read~
Good day and night to you all.
i like your comment because the MC validates those who seek self-harming tendencies to "feel" or be something while they are experiencing abuse, problems in general, etc. I think the people who "destroy themselves" can resonate or understand the MC. i only wish the ending was better.
Finally an author who aint some maniac playing with reader’s feelings constantly!
Imagine him actually putting it on just to tease her hahahahah would be amazing
Naaaaah that would be crazy lmaooo
That kiss must have felt good cause im feeling great over here while seeing this lol
So I just reread the 25th chapter and realized that the last scenes where the boss was drawing the guys on the floor he stopped the moment the dude came so this mf is like forcing these people to do bdsm or even abusive sexual act and force them to not come until he finsihes his art pieces since nearly all the art pieces were modeled by the uke imagine how much torture he has been through that’s why when he had sex with the seme and came he cried repeatedly saying sorry sorry boss in his head… a big ptsd moment. This webtoon is hot cruel and sad I like it tho the plot is as good as it’s art ( just wanted to put this out there if no one realized )