For those of you who are with manipulative people, or who meet manipulators in the future, they will do everything in their power to hold power over you. Even k-wording themselves or hurting themselves. In these situations, 90% of the time they will only hurt themselves to the point of getting sympathy, and not going through with the action.... but there's that 10% that are insane enough to want to manipulate you to the point of actually going through with it if it means you feeling guilt for the rest of your lives.
So, what do you do in that situation? If you are with someone like this, secretly record things as much as possible: video, audio, text screenshots, photos of things, etc.... ANY sort of documentation, start it INSTANTLY. BUILD IT UP. Keep it together in a secret folder that is inconspicuous, save other things to those folders and hide them so that if they try to sneak in your phone they don't see it. If you text through snap (or anything else that tells others you screenshot or save things), ask a friend if you can use their phone in order to take a photo of the texts so that they don't know you are documenting it. MAKE SURE IT'S ALL SECRET, otherwise you might be in a dangerous situation. Know the person, what is something that you like that they aren't interested in? Aesthetics, pets, cooking, recipes, working out, art, etc.... You can use screenshots and photos relating to those to mix in with the "receipts" that you are collecting.
The most important thing is: BE CAREFUL. YOUR LIFE IS IMPORTANT, YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS IMPORTANT, YOU ARE IMPORTANT. Stay safe, you are deserving of respect and love, you are worth more than what you might have been told and believe. You got this, I believe in you. If need be, screenshot these tips in order to stay safe
I hate how tiny the MC is and how he's underage, but at the same time this plot is so insanely good that I'm eager for more. Nobody could've guessed a cold blooded serial killer could have motherly instincts towards this kid who is begging to die. Beaten and bruised, wracking up more injuries as time goes on, he can't help but pity the MC. I'm sure that pity has slowly been turning into love as well, that's why he was so frustrated when the MC brought up "can you still kill me".
I think he could be 18 because he’s in his last year of school ?
I definitely think so too, especially since in China they tend to be 18/19 the last year of High School. I'm sure malnutrition also plays a part in it as well, I definitely think he's of age it's just the way the author depicts him. Still love him as a character and the dynamic, I feel like it's weird.
idk why the translator didn’t include the part where the author clearly stated their ages on their S1 afterwords but it on chinese website tho. they have 10 years age gaps, 647 is 18 and 16 is 28, both are adult. yeah it does feel weird especially with their size difference but the author has clarified about their ages. though the genre is already fucked up from the beginning either way so age is least of my concern lmao
Does anyone know the author's social media? I searched so much but I can't find it.
Also it says on yaoi dot fandom dot com that it's discontinued with 12 chapters!?!??!?!?!?
I knew some ending like that was going to happen but I was hoping it'd end with them happily together, not bitter-sweet! Now I'm sobbing
I'm not crying.......wahhhhhhhh
Honestly this was so wholesome, I'd die for a second volume where they're college students and possibly living together or some shit... But at the same time this feels so complete so I'm satisfied with it as well.
This is actually insane, I can't believe there are so many layers yet it's so fucking hilarious that it makes it easy to read. If this was more serious and more intense it'd probably be a more stressful read (that I'd still be obsessed with anyway), but because of the insanely crude and out of the box comedy I'm easily binging this without feeling too anxious.
Like does this make me anxious? Yes. The ML is a manipulative creep who somehow both has it out for the MC and is completely attracted to him too. I mean for fucks sake, his dick is jumping for joy any time he sees the MC. The MC acts like this macho tough guy but when he goes too far he feels bad for the prick even though he's been horribly harassed by him. Fuck it'd be one thing if the ML tased the MC at first and pinned him down while calling the police... but to tie him up and do all of this to him???
I feel as if the ML knew the MC. For fucks sake, the ML has a "fear" of older men (maybe bc of his dad) so you'd think he wouldn't be attracted to the MC... But all of a sudden this shut-in's "dad" has a "debt" and "disappeared" so his "son needs to take care of it in his stead"... Bro probably made this whole thing up in order to attract the MC, he fucking lets the MC beat him up despite being stronger and wittier than him. The MC knows this, he knows that there's something up and so he gives into things despite not wanting to. Now he's experiencing Stockholm syndrome (which is probably the ML's intention) and is seeing the ML in a better light just because he's nice sometimes.
The ML has made his intention clear: He wants to be with the MC forever. He kidnapped and held him in his basement, he manipulated him, lied, assaulted him both physically and sexually, acts like a madman one minute then spoils him the next, follows him everywhere despite the MC leaving him even though he hates men older than him, all of this why? He's in love with him? I feel like it's more like he's obsessed with him, or the idea of him. The MC is a looker, everyone says he's manly and seductive. The ML makes it very clear that if anyone messes with the MC he's going to go nuts, the ML's friend is even scared of him. I mean fuck if he hated it when the MC hit him and all of that he probably would've killed him or seriously injured him, everything he does is to trap him eventually in his sticky web.....
Then again I think they're going to go with a silly route though, the MC is definitely going to end up with him (typical but ngl they're both assholes in different degrees). They might be made for each other at this point. LMAO
Quite honestly though I feel bad for the MC. He is so lonely. His mother abandoned him, his Grandmother passed away, his girlfriend he was serious about abandoned him while he was in service, etc etc... He feels like he can't trust anyone, he's so used to being alone and trying to be tough that he won't let anyone in anymore. He's a handsome dude, he's someone who when he lets his walls down he's nice and probably would've been a fantastic father figure to someone. Yet because he has his walls up he's like a tiger with it's claws drawn. I do think the ML is going to win in the end, idk if it's going to be a sad ending where he breaks the MC or if it's going to be where they both are happy together in their own ways. Imma go to newtoki and spoil myself (or look through the comments) because ngl it's eating at me.
This was so fucking cute and cheesy at the same time, it's the perfect comfort read that gets you tearing up and rooting for the couple. How adorable!
He must've had a crush on him or something and found out he had a huge boingaloinga fetish (could've been scrolling on his phone or something) and realized he could use his body to his advantage.
This art is fucking insane. It's SO GORGEOUS