Idk why people like Sora so much in the comments LMAO he was a bully. Yeah he had hard times or whatever but you have to think about how he treated Ryou... He legit tried to seriously hurt him for his own amusement. Why would they be together?!?!?! I usually get second ML but DEF not for this story.
I feel soooooo bad for the MC. Here's the thing... Being sexually promiscuous is fine if you don't hurt people, it doesn't matter as long as you're being safe with it. You can't help people catching feelings when you don't want to be in a relationship... But a lot of people become extremely sexually active after sexual trauma. It's USUALLY one way or another, either extremely sexual or barely sexual at all, and I truly believe his past life's trauma was revived in his present life.
I mean, he's acting like a playboy when internally he's scared of being abandoned and alone. He's taking his own sexual experiences into his own hands, instead of having it taken from him. It's a way of feeling "control" in his life.
I just hope they're happy I mean ffs the ML is a dick. He was a "slut" in his past life, fuck you. I mean, the fact that he killed the villagers was great... But he caused what happened to him in this life. Idk it feels backwards. If they kept meeting up and eventually got to know each other better then I think the MC would've still fallen for him.
Can't lie, this is better than seeing the same rape trope a million times. I think the ML also likes him, I mean he helped him in the hallway without even thinking (even if he's just a nice guy). Is this a backwards way of doing things? OFC but you have to imagine being gay and 90% of the people around you being straight. Unless you see some clear things that might make a person gay (whether it be mannerisms, the way they talk, their lingo, the people they hang with, etc.) you'll not know. EVEN THEN it's still 50-50 because queer culture is popular, so even straight homophobes use queer lingo and the like.
So imagine how this small, shy, nerdy guy feels when he crushes on a popular dude. He'll feel like it's impossible so he'll try to move on in his own way (but ended up finding someone he thought was a lookalike- turning out to be the real person). It's cute how eager he is. I feel like people think this character is way to immature for his age, but I know a lot of people who STILL act like high schoolers, and I'm 26 from the USA... Which is saying a lot for some people.
I don't hate Silas yet I don't love him. He doesn't hand his heart out 100% to anyone, or so he thinks. He isn't fully aware how much he loves Arthur, so in denying his full fledged feelings he'll be hurting not only Arthur but himself. He thinks he only feels possessive but is missing the bigger picture. In order for you to want someone to trust you, you have to trust them too. THAT is where Silas struggles the most. He wants people's unconditional loyalty only to not be loyal to any one person. This is why I do not fully like him, as if Arthur stays with him when he's still this way it'll be tragic for the both of them.
Yall I think he's going to do whatever he can to keep Jahid by him; whether it be baby trapping, locking him up, or turning to his side and helping him (which is the best outcome by far). I'm both excited and worried.
I do also have a feeling they'll spend Jahid's heat together, Jahid will end up leaving when the ML is asleep and it's 50-50 whether he'd end up pregnant or not and have the kid on his own. I feel like the ML would go crazy looking for him but THESE ARE JUST MY THEORIES
If he gave him that damned ring in the first place then this wouldn't have happened. Hell, they're BOTH FUCKING DUMBASSES. The ML keeps grumbling being like "I've spoiled you all this time guess I have to keep you around" and the MC is too scared to say his feelings and ruining their relationship when RUNNING AWAY ruined their relationship anyways............... Like bruh if you were going to run away just say how you feel and then leave him. LMAO bc the ML might be nice in a weird way he's an absolute asshole in other ways.
This is one of the hottest switches. Sometimes authors don't fully capture the sexiness or emotional aspect switching has, but this was JUICY. UGH I wish there were more switch couples, especially ones with such good scenes like this. The thing is, personality and preference really dictate whether someone is a top or not which a lot of people forget, someone might not like the idea of topping because they don't like the pressure it gives so on so forth. But these two are so cute FJAWJEFOI
Dude it's YOUR fault he ran away, not his that you can't fucking communicate. When you only use his body and don't say anything, ofc he's going to think you don't like him. UHHH LIKE you call other guys cute and have all these younger guys around you yet you don't call HIM cute or say ANYTHING affectionate...... OOF HE PISSES ME OFF IMMA GET HEART BURN










Why is this so funny and actually wholesome? WTF is with this LMAO