
I understand both Hiraagi and Shizu. Shizu might either not believe Hiraagi loves him or maybe he does believe it but he also knows compared to the affection Hiraagi held for Yuki (whether it be romantic love or platonic) he will never come in first. And he knows Hiraagi is feeling lonely after Yuki’s death (I’m sure he is too) but I also feel like he understands that to a certain point he was used by Hiraagi and get over his own guilt and loneliness of Yuki’s death and hearing a “confession” (depending on his Shizu believes it or not) after that must hurt like shit, especially since I think Shizu likes Hiraagi. Hiraagi has also felt lonely this entire time, after Yuki’s death but even way before that since he felt like he was the one left out from Mafuyu, Yuki and Hiraagi. But I also feel for Hiraagi bc we see how he’s loved Shizu from the very beginning and the love he held for Yuki was more of an admiration than romantic. And he feels guilt for Yuki’s death bc he felt like he wasn’t able to prevent it and that whole thing about how he knew about Mafuyu and Yuki’s relationship but never helped. So despite being in love with Shizu the guilt and loneliness of losing his best friend led him to dismiss Shizu’s feelings and use him over his time of grief and making decisions on his own like deciding to complete Yuki’s song after all this time and using the excuse “it’s for mafuyu” rather than admitting that it’s for his own well-being.

ik Jiwoon doesn’t mean to but the fact that they were both sexually assaulted a few hours prior and Jiwoon is drugged and they’re having sex kinda makes me feel meh?? Also I thought Suha knew it was like a drug to make ppl aroused but it seems like he’s also in the dark about it? But when the drug wears out I feel like Jiwoon is gonna beat himself over for having sex with Suha right after the red head assaulted him

DUDE I KNEW HENA WAS A REAL ONE THE MOMENT I SAW HER!1!!21!!2!2 Also Seungho starting to piss me the fuck off like I knew he had psychological problems but goddamn your bitchass getting annoying like shit at this point you should become the artist with your big ass creativity,, fucking making stories out thin air

Noboru made me cry so much especially when he told Hayato “remember me for the rest of your life” and when Hayato said “go home safely” (or something like that) and he remembered Hayato of the past like SHIT,, I really wanted to see Noboru get his happy ending. Also Maachan and Itou were the realest mfs I love them so much.
Hayato and Noboru’s situation has me conflicted. Not much from Noboru’s side but Hayato’s. At first I really thought he was a bitch bc not only did he out his best friend but completely turned his back against him when he started to get bullied. But then he explained how he just said that bc he wanted the confession to seem like a joke and wasn’t expecting ppl to bully him but I still feel like when the bullying happened he could’ve stood up for him like “calm down guys it was just a joke” and I feel like everyone would’ve stopped or at least gotten over it. But at the same time I can’t blame him for being scared, he never experienced love or even crushes towards girls since he found his friends more important and then his best friend confessed to him and stuff started changing which is what made him to out him (on accident since I don’t even think he knew he was outing him) but nonetheless he could’ve done SOMETHING when homeboy was getting bullied.
Despite Yeonsol having a history of fucking and dipping the fact that when it comes to someone he actually loves he gets all shy,. MAN FUCK
we love a bad boy becoming a blushing mess(▰˘◡˘▰)