
I read it backwards, season 3 ,2 then season 1. So interesting. The parallels in moments before and after he is honest that he loves Pilgyun, the small details that are easily forgotten when u read it normally. You notice more when u can connect the cause-effect dots.
The way he didnt sleep with him cause he noticed he hated it. The way he can only finish if he thought of him. Insane. He was so in love, he was insane about him too

Im so tired……i feel so bad for them both. For Heeseo, that never had a peaceful day in his life. Never anyone’s first choice or priority.
For Taekyung that had to fight to survive. Always alone even with people.
And the fact that he left Heeseo and didnt actually love him. He was just trying to do some charity. It was all guilt. It might have been love, i dont knowwww
And that Heeseo did that to him, that he chained him.
I hate all that .
That they are so unsure and so unstable. That he never trusts Heeseo and he just moved on without caring of his safety.

Are yall dismissing mc’s hurt and grief and calling it simply shitty? That he was afraid to lose his family again and be all alone?
Im not trying to be different but how insensitive can yall be? Yall forget he was also alone before Namhyun and Minhyung.
And is it so bizarre he loves Minhyung? He has been with him for a long time, his family.
Why cant they just live laugh love???????? Like i understand the theme is heavy, gory, disturbing
But those eyes express such profound love :(