
i get it that the world of the awakened is full of stuck up, arrogant people whose egos are easily shatterable + this manhwa includes themes of subtle racism/classism, but mg, this cycle pisses me off
ntm i j have extra intolerance for women who hate women. i love women sooo much, so when a woman makes me hate her because she's an asshole, the hatred i have for her is INTENSE. like men being assholes? a regular tuesday, but WOMEN??? girl, you need to get publicly humiliated

i'm also concerned because if both jiwoo & jiyoung have people who envy them romantically (juron (?) + this freaky lady), then there's a few routes the author could take, 1 being where they go crazy because their egos are butthurt, so they team up to bring both jiwoo & jiyoung down. i can see juron at least still caring a bit for jiyoung (atp, but he's been objectifying her as a trophy a lot recently), but that freaky lady dgaf about jiwoo. she's j fucking arrogant & all-important in her head. + with all of the different people coming into the picture & his friends nowhere to be seen. I'M GOING DIZZY WITH FRUSTRATION

i was going through it last night & in my sleep because i read a heart-breaking, tension-filled, angsty side's latest update for another manhwa, so i'm sooo happy & feel so soothed by this update first thing in the morning. may they find happiness in all of their future years, both together & individually
i wish we saw more of why exactly sota didn't accept wataru that day. i mean, i Might be able to piece together why - that it all happened in a rush, he was given only 2 extreme options & to make it hastily, so he couldn't possibly jump the gun, he didn't know what love was, etc. but the reasoning in the story of "he'll think i don't like him back", "if there was a heroine...", "i wonder if i made the right decision" & only going back once his storyboard was approved & praised... initially, i thought he didn't accept sota because they're both men & he's worried about how their relationship will go, especially as a shoujo mangaka who's only thought of straight romance before, but it didn't go that way. he mulled his decision over, but there was never a reason why explicitly. i wish we j got to see more of his reasoning