
Hoping Ian gets out of the life and disappears somewhere he can’t be found by Tj or Jo, Tj takes over as top dog and covers Ian’s ass for the murders and let’s him go his own way and for Jo to leave and pursue his photography letting this part of his life go but ofc it’s authors story and will stick around until the end. These are just my hopes lol

They can’t leave each other alone and that’s the type of relationship you as an outsider don’t want to get involved with it’s too much time wasted on your part, too much hurt, they got too much history and try as you might you can’t just overwrite history because you want them to love you.. I’m day 1 Tj x Ian but I do hope Jo finds love like real love away from all this drama, I think all the characters are flawed in their own ways but Jo is the closest to being the “inherently good” character (imo) and I feel like he is being corrupted by the underworld crime he has to deal with starting from his cousin and then meeting Ian in turn linking him to Tj and so around it goes

Quick read, kinda ass, some hot scenes, whack asf characters but ig if they’re happy lol.. don’t know how I feel bout the ending.. art wasn’t bad too so 2/5 but I will say I appreciate the bus scene in the end because I think that that moment of calling out to someone who has the option to leave when the bus/car whatever comes but chooses to stay to hear what else you might have to say is not appreciated enough in literary media. Like it’s that simple gesture of respect and curiosity and hope for what could be so you take a chance on it, it’s incredibly brave and beautiful when you see it as someone observing and I’ve always wondered what that moment would feel like ya know

Just another story filled with manipulation, deception, sexual harassment, trauma bonds and a disgusting age gap that author has compiled into one great shitshow and decorated with pretty colours and art to disguise it as a feel good quick read. Guide was a freak and the esper just giving into the relationship screams trauma and that god awful picture of them always in our faces reminding us of the fact he was like 5 or something when they met and then he raised him. This kind of story is just as bad as those rape filled stories meaning both are as bad as each other

Read it again without making the romance the centre of the story you will understand the crime organisation part and how it plays into their decisions and you have to understand Tj and Ian’s relationship before you just keep arguing between each other about who is endgame this is a legit good story in terms of a BL why not try to enjoy the whole thing instead of wasting energy arguing amongst each other damn.. you can like who you like and choose who you want to be end game but the comments are getting fkn repetitive and annoying and we see you arguing everywhere not just here (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
But I can’t lie I do laugh at him sometimes because he is just so ridiculous and random