Like this girl is testing me. Sue me, mental illness doesnt excuse impressions, i can only be understanding but not unfeeling. And yes. She makes me impatient and i am impatient. BUT I SEE PROGRESS AND I LOVE IT. She is putting her foot forward to take advantage of a stubborn third party who is close to the brother whom she couldnt talk to properly without her emotions getting the best of her.
The mental leaps in this chapter is both familiar and astoundingly illogical. Like personally, i know how contradicting I can be and that amplifies my self hatred but as a hypocrite, seeing a mirror with Shinwoo reflecting that leap of judgment has me shaking my phone hoping it shakes Shinwoo's resolve as much as I want Han to continue making Shinwoo feel loved and wanted. Coz holy fck, a third party will be a death me. WE DONT WANT THIRD PARTIES, I WANT HAN AND SHINWOO SEEING EYE TO EYEEEEEEE
Hmmm idk i dont see his thought process as illogical. All his life hes been abandoned by others and he believes its his own fault that he was the issue and thats why they left. So to him he rather be the one doing the leaving than have to deal with someone turning their back on him again. Its much easier to walk away before you get rejected. Itll hurt less. But i can see what you mean..hes scared of the relationship ending yet he wants to be the one to end it.
Ur last sentence nailed it! Thats the illogical part, esp coz he is aware of Han's intentions. And i get that he is afraid. Its just the decisiveness he had with ending it that frustrates me and almost desperate for Han to do something (/TДT)/ and why i hate that an ominous third party is about to make it worse
Like im glad there are some comprehensive meanings half of the time. But then we got this "rad" way of speaking that throws it off as well as cut off dialogues and typesetting.
Storywise, im a little frustrated by Sei's inconsiderate attitude, like its the 4th volume and all i get is him missing something that has been there which should be satisfying but it isnt... and im not saying he should be on his knees and following Aresh, but at least show that he is grateful for the help in actions, not just this sappy monologue that does nothing but highlight his stubborness and putting Aresh in a more pushy controlling figure coz Sei doesnt cooperate (and be as sincere with his meals as his job). Oh and im glad the saint is showing more depth in her personality and taking initiative (wished the scenario was more coherrent in translation without the ... deliberate spite)
Honestly, there's this tension and disparity between warning Shinwoo about Han's childishness and the atmosphere he made with the folktale. But, Im glad he takes on a supervision role without the helicopter mode. I think the time Shinwoo took the lead was confronting his aunt against harassing his mom. And with Han's efforts of wanting Shinwoo to get out of his shell and being kinda flexible with Shinwoo's responses and with the grandpa watching over them, im hoping its just meaningful progress from here
Coz holy fck if it was only the story itself, it would totally drain my whole person and I'll just wither away. The plot, like ik it can happen in real life, is just so infuriating because it assumes that just coz he is a psychiatrist, he can also treat his sister as a patient but HE is part of the narrative. They absolutely need a third party, which I know is the MC but he isnt a professional and is also influencing the sister's muddled head over the fact that he is her brother's boyfriend









Like lets be real, taxes and justice? What a joke! Lets not even talk about "following the law" coz its the LAW itself which is managed by politicians create those loopholes (im amazed theres no politics in the lawmaking process, just the law-abiding concept).
But thats what makes me like this despite the blatant idealism and grand images. Ofc it isnt truly all the smooth sailing with the absolute underground lawlessness that was missing in the first season, but just having a balance of powers and a cool MC (add the art into the mix), its really fun to read.