
i relate heavily to junwoo and all the things he’s been through.. though i’m not necessarily a hikikomori i’ve created my own world in which i’m stuck in n i’ve closed off all the doors scared to let anyone in on how i really feel bcuz i don’t want them to pity me or feel bad for me i just want them to listen to me and just be there for me without doing much. keeping evrything to myself is so exhausting n it’s weighing me down. i wonder if it’s ever going to get better for me i wish i had someone who held my hand as well and led me to taking steps forward cuz i’m scared i might be stuck in this darkness forever
this slow burn rly was the death of me i cried eveytime yohan would cry specialy during the chapter when he got beat up n had a fever AND was heartbroken all at the same time ( T﹏T ) i wanted to hug him so bad