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There's a mystery since FL's job is to find out who tried to hurt ML for ML's brother. In the beginning I couldn't tell if ML's brother was bad or not but later on you'll find out he is the real villain of the story.
FL is an orphan whose mother died when she was a teen but even before that she was looked down upon because her mother was a woman who had an affair with a married man. FL was taken care of by the director of the plant hospital so in a way, she treated her as her mother and when ML met her, he treated her his mother-in-law.
Early on ML is jealous of his past self when he thinks his past self knows FL well but then as he spends more time with FL, he notices she's scare of him and thinks the reason she wants to "divorce" him is because he was a bad husband, so he took his amnesia as a 2nd chance for him to redeem himself. One time she gets drunk since she was scared if he gets drunk, he'll remember his past and she took his drinks for him instead. When she was drunk she admit she is scare of him. He would recall seeing a scar on her body from before when he helped her bath and thinks he gave her that scar. After that he doesn't want to remember his past anymore.
ML gets jealous really easily. When he realizes FL is popular from a genius child at FL's workplace. It's not just the senpai ML hated. He also hated his personal doctor thinking FL has some relationship with him. He also got mad when FL tried to dump him with some other woman. He thinks she wouldn't have sex with him because she doesn't want him to take "responsibility" if they did it. That time they got close to doing it but then his doctor came. And the doctor knew her back door password so he was jealous he doesn't know anything about her nor the passwords to her home.
As for the other woman, she was interested in ML when she first saw him and even FL noticed it and thought to leave ML alone with her. They met when visiting the hospital for ML's checkup and ML killed a boar to protect FL. She is an animal researcher and takes care of animals. During the party later on, they'll find out she's the niece of a director. (Given she has the background, she has a better chance to be with ML than FL because he's the younger brother of pharmacy director.)
FL and ML will go to a party together and this is where FL will admit to her family "secret" that she's ashamed of. ML was glad she trusts him more than past ML since she told him she never told past ML. He still doesn't know past ML wasn't close with her.
After an arc where FL and ML encountered a huge drug ring in the mountains during one of her work trip to the mountain, FL began to question her feelings for ML. He was very violent when he tried to save and protect her and she ended up also stealing a boat to save him and ran away from the police. So FL thinks she's straying from her morals and asked her director to set her up on blind dates so she can find someone normal to love. During that time ML got bored waiting for her at home and went to find his family registry but needed his ID so he called his brother up for that. His brother "pranked" him and paid the government to make a fake family registry for him that shows he is married to FL so when FL did try to confess they're not married when he saw her with another guy, he got even more mad. And this led to their actual first sex.
They went on another another work trip to the mountains where he did went unconscious and temporarily revert back to his past self and forgot FL before becoming unconscious again. When he woke up again he was "her husband" again. He noticed she was wary of him and called her name so she realized he's "her husband" again. They had sex in the hospital.
It was generally fluff until he regains his memory. He was already slowly starting to remember and it was when they encountered a shaman that told him he'll return that day, that he fully remembered everything. One of his men had been trying to keep close to ML and keeping an eye on FL cause of his past orders before he went amnesiac. ML did tried to kill FL. He thought FL was on his brother's side and the reason for his mother's death because his brother killed his mother. So once he regained his memories he got mad at all the lies she had been telling him when he was amnesiac and decided to avenge her for that as well. He pretended to still be "her husband" while also trying to demean her. She does slowly realize he's not "her husband" but pretends to stay tricked because she was clinging to be loved even if it's fake. When he finds out she knew, he got upset. He decides to leave her and she kept trying to cling to him and told him that she doesn't care how he treats her. (This whole arc was difficult to read. many misunderstandings.)
As for the background between ML and FL, they "knew" each other as young kids. ML was a child prodigy cellist before. His mother was a cellist who ran away from the Kwon family while hiding her son in her cello case because the Kwon family is evil. They do bad things to make money and his brother had that sort of mentality as well but for ML, he was different. ML used to play his cello by some tree and that's how he met FL. She calls her first love the "singing tree". She used to thought the singing tree was female because she thought it was his mother but he had showed himself once before since he wanted to meet the girl who always listened to his music. At that time since they were very young, and his mother wouldn't let him meet strangers so he snuck out to meet her and realized he was shorter and smaller than her but still fell for her. He decided he would have to get taller and bigger. FL didn't know he was the cellist she was listening to. She interacted with his mother who had agreed to meet ML's brother because she also wanted to see her son. ML thought FL was paid by the brother to bring his mother to him so he can kill her.
After his mother's death, ML returned back to his family as ML's brother wished. His brother is one of those people who would do anything to get what he wants. The reason he wanted to find out who hit ML before is because ML was his "guard dog" before who did all the dirty work for him so whoever attacked ML was pretty much his own enemy. His brother was director of a huge pharmacy company and he was setting up research for dangerous and horrible drugs. He was also head of the "poppy drug ring" that ML and FL saw earlier. FL didn't know at that time and called ML's brother for help because she didn't trust the police. He had a secret lab set up in the basement of his new project making a drug that uses the plant FL had discovered some years ago so FL had been working with ML's brother for some time and didn't know he was evil. She didn't know he was going to kill the mother and hence why she agreed to help him but she didn't take money from him to help him as ML thought she did.
ML eventually returns to his brother and his brother took FL in. This was when FL already decided to move on and just realized she's pregnant. ML also realizes during the small time gap that he does love FL and tried to get back together with her but she doesn't want to. He finds out she's pregnant when he thought she was sick and won't take any medication or vaccination. The doctor told him she might be pregnant. he didn't tell her he found out but still continue his pursuit to get back with her even though she told him she already held a funeral for "her husband" and he's not "her husband". He was upset that she already planned to live well with their child without him. He got even more upset when she let his brother touched her belly and even went to the event with his brother. They were like couples and she was wearing a white dress for the event as well.
They ended up slowly getting back together when his subordinate asked FL to hand over her clothes. ML had been having insomnia and couldn't sleep so his subordinate hired an "actress" to play as FL to lure ML to sleep together. He needed FL's clothes for it so she gave the actress her clothes and ML almost fell for it cause he notices FL's smell but then right after he hugged her, he realized she's not FL and tried to kill her. FL stepped in to stop him. He just clings to FL and FL told them to leave the room. They ended up sleeping together. She was still cold to him but he slowly told her about his real self.
ML allied with one of his cousin who had successfully escaped their family before. His cousin is now a teacher but he was a genius hacker before stealing a large amount of money from the Kwon family and threatened them so together they plotted to take down the family. During some event, ML told FL to hide in a room because he already plotted to have everyone in the event be killed while leaving himself as "survivor" so he would end up taking over his family. His brother actually wasn't killed because he didn't want to send him to meet his mother in death so he just left his brother alive. His brother then threatened that FL would end up dead because of him. ML rushed back to FL and the kid was trying to protect FL, saying he has to protect his younger brother. FL said she has to protect him as his teacher. FL thought she miscarried but the fetus end up surviving.
Because of the explosion from the event, the public found out the narcotic dealings from the pharmaceutical company. By that time, ML already got all the family companies inherited to him as he got his brother's fingerprint. He took over the company and removed most of the dirty businesses except keeping a few such as gambling and auctions.
FL only forgave ML after he found out the answer to her question and promised to be the singing tree for her and he lived his day playing the cello by the singing spruce at their home for her. FL finds out that the house they were living in was ML's home from when he young too and their house became famous because of his playing so people come to visit to hear him play. It took ML a some time to convince FL to marry him. Also took some time for him to convince his "mother-in-law" to marry fl.
One rainy night FL freaked out seeing someone holding a shovel wearing a black raincoat outside in their garden and realized ML was shoveling up the grave of "her husband". She got upset and asked what he's trying to do. He was embarrassed living there when there's a grave of him there. Also he's prone to being jealous of himself so he was jealous of "her husband". She decides to name their son Namu (남우) meaning impersonator, but he thought she was naming it after her first love 나무 (namu) for tree. She told him it's for impersonator because people like impersonating. Basically she named their son after him because he likes to act. She called him out for knowing she's pregnant and pretending not to.
The genius kid was also a repeating occurrence in the novel who would give advice and warnings to both FL and ML. (He's my favorite character.) He knew their baby is a son from the scent and was excited to have a younger brother. Later on it was said they were very close brothers and the older brother gifted his younger brother a huge Insect Observatory as a gift. Their son also took FL's last name because ML doesn't want him under his hateful family name. FL also questioned him one time if he's bored of his mundane life since throughout the novel there are metaphors comparing ML to a beast and she kept making him live as a flower/ a plant. In the end he was living as a house husband as he did when he was "her husband" and she thought he would get bored of it. She doesn't know he now owns the Kwon companies so he continues to act tame.
I love reading egoist MLs suffer when the FL moves on from loving them, apologising & regretting.
Ratings /10 on how satisfying the angst is:
》9 - 10: Will make you both angry+satisfied.
》6 - 8: Good, but doesn't DELIVER angst
》4 - 5: Disappointing. Scum didn't suffer enough.
》1 - 3: Cancerous material. Will lose brain cells.
Added really good "haha suffer more you piece of shit" novels with novelupdate links. Highly recommend u read them.
Key:
=also mother
=father-daughter
= she also has brothers
= she (or her father) has magic
= from an abusive household to a caring one-TW: for abuse the first couple chapters
= wholesome father daughter moments
= annoying/dumb main character
= bad art style/translations
= personal favorite of mine!
Check out the hidden gems on the later pages! Newer releases are there.
SEE MORE
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2422239/
Hardcore and lewd AF uncensored smut that will need some eye cleansing once you're done with it. Pussies will be devoured, and dicks will be ravishing.
Titles that have line-censorship will be included here as we can see enough.
Includes hentai/oneshot titles as well if they have a good enough plot or contain scenes too gloriously lewd to leave out.
Only titles with art styles that passed my preferences will be added here.
Clearly all of us need therapy
Anyways babes this is really random some got good plot some only good for faps and some both, it's your pick.
part 1: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2041353/
part 2: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2579463/
-Child Protagonist
-Family Life
-Family Love
-Babysitter, Nanny
-Childcare
-Adopted Child
See the PART 2:https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2791570/
PART 3:https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/3027252/
Josei and Seinen (straight spicy romance) + Yuri
Random manga from regular smut to unholy manga
*there are various mangas on different websites, I recommend trying out the links because there are some gems in this list
(If anybody has an manga that you think should be one this list, message me)
