ugh i love nagi but can’t we just go back to focus on the 23 players? and on my man isagi’s arc too?? and on sae vs bunny dynamics (new crush unlocked)?? we want nagi’s comeback to be impactful but if we keep seeing him like that, idk… it seems pointless and weird.
and yeah if nagi decides to betray bluelock and starts his villain arc i’m fine with it but only if it’s for his own ego and because he seeks victory by HIMSELF. might use bura or wtv his name is to his advantage to enter bluelock again and win the u-20 wc.
but trying to destroy ego’s philosophy? challenging it? idk, it seems weird. because that would mean he would pull a kuroko and show that you win a match with teamwork? isn’t that ridiculous? i mean, we already saw that this mindset can’t survive in bluelock, that’s why he got eliminated.
but then, using the very thing that provoked his death in bluelock in order for him to come back? it would work in any other manga but with bluelock’s philosophy, it just feels weird and illogical. or maybe i’m dumb but how else could he try proving ego wrong? isn’t it by trying to show him that you need teamwork to win? but so far, my goat ego is NOT wrong. (and we would be disappointed if he’s actually wrong). i mean, try challenging his mindset and you’ll just end up ridiculously failing.
plus, nagi is right about one thing, ego is the reason they all could experience a fire within them.
so idk. maybe i’m not smart enough to understand the story but imo, what nagi needs right now is building a strong enough ego and reborn, he f needs a REBIRTH. he needs to free himself from his former unmotivated, dependant character and just seeks victory, seeks fire.
but if he follows burata, follows his orders to destroy ego’s philosophy (and obviously failing), then where is the character development?
but ig all this yapping just to end up saying that i’ll let kaneshiro cook. i just wish he would stop showing nagi every two chapters like that. we’re still in the middle of isagi’s arc in spain ugh.
marriage is scary, what if he’s not taeju.
This type of love isn't ok bc it's not real, in reality he wouldn't change, becoming a good person acter doing the ugliest stuff doesn't exist, and even if it existed by some kind of idk magic that person shouldn't be forgiven and nobody is believing in this kind of love ctually, and the comment was sarcastic, so take it easy n chiiiilll
thanks for your worries about me being delusional but i’m old enough to know what type of love is fine and what type of love isn’t. whether someone likes taeju or not is basically not your problem. flash news? you must have a lot of time in your hand to worry about some stranger’s preferences. anyway, bold of you to assume i’m a woman.








i found one of my comments from 2 years ago, saying how i read this bl every year, around this time of the year, and how i love them all, how my heart aches for inbeom, how i crave them to be all friends and happy, how i wanna hug inbeom tight because my baby deserves so much more love, and how i don’t even hate the mister. right now, i finished reading it for the 7th or 8th time and i’ve just realized that the mister’s messed up attraction for kids is actually a trauma response of his brain from when he was in love with his friend but couldn’t express his love for him and then got rejected. i guess he sees his traumatizing crush in every school boy he meets. i hope someday he can heal from this and actually be in a healthy relationship with an adult. as for inbeom, the more i read this story, the more i love him (though he was already my baby since the beginning). he’s so precious, he deserves to be happy too. after those years of reading that bl (which is obviously my favorite one), i actually imagined a spin-off of him and that guy in his new class, in a loving, happy, healthy relationship. i hope the author makes new stories too. i love their writing, their plots and their art. it’s been years and i still won’t abandon hoping for new stories hahaha. i really really love them all, and i get emotional every year.