he literally has suicidal ideation. like that made me so sad...saying he wants to disappear, to not exist? babe that's the same shit as wanting to die.
i just...fuck his dad for real.
idk why ppl think he's sus now, he was sus from the beginning because he's an obsessed stalker lol but idk why they think he might be looking for revenge etc. i don't see that at all. he was straight before he met him though, he was going to fess up and then didn't lol so he's lying to him about that.
the i love you thing is just? not that important i don't think. he'll probably go way too far when he confesses, he won't stop at just an i love you. he's more of a i'll die for you kinda dude xD idk idk we'll see. just thought the comments were funny.
first of all i'm just clapping for how they're trying to figure things out. that truly was beautiful. they love her so much and want what's best for her, even if they'll suffer from it. i loved it.
but goddamnit her dad is a fucking idiot. yes you need to ask her what she wants. but not there, not then and not how you did it. you need to give her more time, you need to talk to her while she's with the ppl she considers family etc. i know he didn't do it with bad intentions but holy shit, tell me he doesn't know anything about his daughter without telling me he doesn't know anything about his daughter. does he not know she has abandonment issues etc? like??? bro!!! i'm so sad for her. again i know i'm being harsh on him but I'M UPSET
but i don't get that feeling at all? akjdhsfjg i think he really cares about him and wants him to be happy. i mean he was asleep and he didn't say i love you or anything (which is a cliché for a reason), he just seems to be genuinely concerned for him and very close friends with. he is def fucking around now because he lied about oda being just a costumer lol which is hilarious. idk. maybe i'm completely wrong.
but the comment saying they love middle aged romance is just????? unless i'm missing something they're literally in their late 20's what do you mean middle aged?
he put you first until the ending but he was selfish? now you're just being stupid and make no sense.
this is ridiculous.
but at least ask the kid what she wants. i know she can't have the last word because grown up problems and shit. but ask her what she wants. she will 100% feel abandoned if they just let her go with her dad.
also just because he has money now, does it mean he'll be a good dad? does he have a plan to take care of her? like...talk to the kid!!!! and actually make sure he has all his shit figured out. it's pretty selfish to just come back and decide to take her away. the most he could do is move back to be with her. get her to warm up to him with time, and then maybe things would work.
idk i just don't trust him lol he left her once and he feels pretty easygoing so....
random time for doha to do this shit. dude just got punched. FINALLY reached out and said he missed you/needed you by his side, which he's been avoiding all this time btw. because he doesn't wanna be that vulnerable or impose his shit on you. and you decide it's the time to beat him down? xD like bro. i get it, your emotions are all over the place, but not the time. you can talk to him about it. you're gonna abandon him again? so stupid.
said "fuck you" out loud when the chapter ended like YALL GOTTA STOP DOING THIS TO ME AHHHHHHHHHHH
at this point i'm reading it just to read it but like???? who? what? why? i was hoping it would end before i felt the need to drop it, but the fucking thing just won't end
and i'm not about to look at a family tree when the author just didn't feel like properly introducing the characters. like idc. maybe i'm being too harsh, but this chapter was just too fucking much. hope the author's having fun with it i guess. just i can't anymore.
he said he wouldn't bother you anymore if you fucked him. you did it. and now he's decided that NOW it has to be 5 more times. like he already went back on his word, you can't trust what he says xD
like bro saved your life, you say you love him but you're a pussy and don't help him when he's getting beaten but decide to jump in when he's gonna fight back???? fuck you. you suck. love him my ass. just 'cause you got rejected? incel looking ass.
(and don't come with the whole oh he's protecting him from ruining his life shit, if he fought back he'd just be defending himself)
i'm pissed off.
just don't suck *that* dick. make better choices!
honestly he's not even wrong aksdjhdf like you're a lil crazy for being with caeser come on.
....why would that be the prize? might as well let them see you fuck and go back home. why would he give up????? what about your younger sick sibling? what?????
is he interested in the boss actually? i mean why would the favor be making them break up instead of hooking up with him or some shit? idk. maybe he just wants his fave streamer to come back. we'll see.
like he waited for 10 years..for someone different. like he got a different upbringing; sure his base personality might be the same or similar, but like he def grew up to be different. he wasn't the person he fell in love with in the first place. doesn't mean he couldn't fall in love with him again, but he was no longer waiting for the same person he loved. which was tripping me up.
but he remembered everything after 6 months!!!! which is great. but it makes it a weird situation overall lol but like they finally found each other again yay.
i think they should've both forgotten. i think THAT would make it like real love. they'd find each other again, not knowing who the other was, both different from having lived different lives and still they fit together anyway. idk i liked it but that was def tripping me up.
yay happy ending!
