crazy love? no, don't use the word love to describe what this monster is feeling. When you love someone, you want that person to be happy, not just yourself.
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The seme rapes and tortures a poor, innocent straight i repeat, straight guy and continuesly blackmails him. I'm honestly surprised this poor guy didn't commit suicide yet.
rape,emotional abuse, blackmail. The poor dude is very much in love with his girlfriend, they were planning to marry but the seme raped him while they were drunk, the he took video and photos and blackmailed him , so he kept on raping him. The uke is so emotionally and physically tormented that he flinches at every touch of anyone, even his future wife's. He fell into depression but all the seme (who is mentally unstable) sees is his own lust, he keeps on abusing and manipilating the guy who has lost every hope and is about to break down.
I understand that life made Raymond this way and yes this is a rather realistic representation of someone who wants to take revenge, but that revenge is blinding him so much he forgot how to see the good in people. Ian on the other hand is stronger in my opinion. Even tho he went through all that he still managed to find forgiveness for the people that hurt him and tried to believe In people again.. Raymond better not betray him, better not shatter the last hope he has on believing in human decency.
Seriously, to all those who find the Mafia dude daddy material I'm pretty sure you wouldn't if you were in his place, just imagine having someone you don't like forcing you to have sex with them, their dirty dick in your mouth and then in your body, all that while making you feel bad and telling you to deal with it even if you have depression, threatening you with your only weakness(he gets even more abusive in the raws, he straight up hits him). I find this character really nauseating. Even the stalking creep dude that did a whole background check on him is better than that Mafia guy.











this is so cute