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Oh damn! I added the photo to my album on my profile!

A cutie patotie flaw for her. (≧∀≦)

dude. cirrus literally MANIPULATED skylar so many times. skylar has all the right to be so mad about cirrus, you’re so dumb for thinking like this seriously. skylar is hurt like hell and u say « they will never make me like you » if you don’t try to understand the story then get out of here cuz you’re embarrassing yourself.

Girl touch fucking grass like I said I don’t like Skylar two things can be right at the same time. I’m not saying cirrus in in the right but to sit here and say Skylar isn’t cruel is fucking crazy get the fuck off my comment

at least i’m not a rape enjoyer

skylar is cruel and has all the right to be like this

Who the hell said I enjoyed rape what the fuck are you talking about

your pfp babe :3

Fucking insane to justify using someone’s trauma. Sky was wrong, that is all. Nobody is saying he’s the only one wrong.

I do agree that he feels hurt for a reason, I just hope you’re not justifying the words he said. He has the right to be mad of course, he’s human. A hurt person will hurt, but they should also learn from their mistakes, this isn’t Sky’s first time saying hurtful stuff. Hopefully they make up, we have 8 chapters until end.

thank you!

DUDE. i’ve never EVER said it was bc of skylar’s trauma ???? like hell no.. what i’m saying is : skylar was manipulated by cirrus so many times, even when he cried in front of him cirrus kept lying and not revealing the truth. i get how skylar have felt. like how can cirrus truly love him when all he did was lie and manipulate skylar all this time, yk? for the plot and the development of the story, skylar HAD to say this. he’s hurt and just want to be mean to cirrus. i’m not saying skylar’s not at fault because saying this is harsh, but they’re both at fault. what i don’t get is when ppl say things like « ugh skylar i hate him » because he said this. like bitch just read the goddamn story and stfu.
« nobody’s saying he’s the only one wrong » well just take a look at the comment ? everyone’s sayin it’s cirrus fault. and this person above is also saying it’s skylar’s fault idk why they don’t like him but okay wtv. « i hope cirrus finds happiness and heals away from skylar » then wtf does that means lmaooo
anyways, my point is stop saying it’s only skylar’s fault they’re both at fault and we should understand this before shaming skylar

im not justifying his words bc of his trauma ill never do this. like yeah he has some trust issues etc but he trusted cirrus so.. yes i hope they make up too. but i get skylar that’s y yes he said cruel things but since the situation it was the only thing he could do

I’m confused. You said: I’ve never ever said it’s because of Skylar’s trauma.

I was referring to Cirrus’s trauma being used. Sorry for the confusion. I guess to me, it just feels like you’re undermining how detrimental the words Skylar said were, to Cirrus.

“How would you know love when you’ve grown up without love?” Is insane to say to your boyfriend that YOU KNOW have trauma, and has trusted you by opening up to you. He cried with him too. It’s basically a big slap to Cirrus.

And this isn’t the first time Cirrus’s trauma was triggered by Sky. But we let it slide, because they’re teens and they’re both struggling. I can’t exactly blame Sky too, but I will blame him for the words he said.

We can at least hold him accountable for the words he said, right? Nobody should excuse that. And I’m confused, what do you mean that Sky thought Cirrus kept lying to him?

Which situations are you referring to? The part where Ri-in and Chan dated because they were introduced by Cirrus, or the fat guy?

Cirrus didn’t manipulate ALL the time. He did before but he has not since then. He apologized too. His insecurities had won him in the hallway fight, but he also apologized afterwards.

Also to clear any misunderstandings, I’m a big Skyrus Stan. So I cannot hate Skylar nor Cirrus, it just makes me upset when one undermines something another did to someone that trusted them. Bringing in trauma past is really bad.

I guess about the part where OP said: I hope Cirrus leaves and finds happiness away from Skylar. I think they were just mad, because this isn’t the first time Sky has said really cruel words, and second time triggering Cirrus’s trauma while knowing about his trauma.

That’s why people say a lot of stuff when mad, just like how Skylar says stuff when mad.

Also, I appreciate you explaining yourself. I can see what you mean. I apologize if I do sound rude in any way, but I assure you, I love both of them dearly. I will be pissed at both of them, or mostly one of them at times.

That makes sense. It doesn’t make it right, but sense.

no he does not lmfao
Skylar already accepted cirrus's apology from before they started dating and he was literally the one who initiated the relationship
all cirrus did after the beginning of the relationship was act jealous like many people
it's NORMAL to be jealous of your bf's crush but it's not normal to p*nch and use your bf's trauma against him and treating him like a second choice after ASKING HIM OUT and making him feel the warmth he never felt

No, I think you’re confused, the timeline and some scenes can be confusing so I understand. This is coming from someone who tends to explain a lot of Cirrus’s side.

I don’t think any of them should be cruel to each other, it just leads to a never ending cycle of abuse in a relationship. But I do know that they are humans who hurt each other due to their own issues and problems that stem from trauma and misunderstandings.

Skylar accepted his apology but he didn’t know the full context, especially the part where Cirrus chose to hide the fact that he schemed against him during the amusement park. That one, Skylar didn’t know. And it was a betrayal to him when he found out.

Skylar most likely thought Cirrus apologized about the stuff that…Skylar knew Cirrus had done, but there were things that he didn’t know so obviously he wouldn’t bring it up if he didn’t know.

It is normal to be jealous but we all know Cirrus is far from normal. He has deeply trauma rooted insecurities, and he threw a can at Skylar’s back just because he saw him speaking with Chan-il—that is NOT normal.

I do agree that what Skylar did is not right either. Rather than saying normal or not, I would say it’s morally wrong. And especially because Skylar knows how bad Cirrus’s trauma is, if I recall right—Cirrus also told him about the pedophile teacher and abusive parents.

Treating and saying he’s a second choice, it all stems from Skylar’s anger issues. Not right, but there’s an explanation for that. BUT I do not like that many people defend that. We can criticize Skylar’s actions and not baby him, but I’ll still love him and Skylar.

Cirrus is not a saint, nor is Skylar. They’re both problematic at times, but they’re teens who are mentally unstable at times and need help. They don’t need readers who celebrate their problematic actions.

dude wooowww okay you missed the WHOLE story atp haha. so yes skylar did accept cirrus’ apology but he kept forgiving him every time. here he’s just so tired so he don’t forgive him. cirrus did not just act jealous he has bpd he’s crazy. what i mean by that is that he can do wild things just bc he’s scared of being alone. yk that time where he throw something at skylar in front of chanil ? well that’s not normal, a normal jealous person wouldn’t have done that. it’s normal to be jealous but not at the point where you hurt your partner countless of time.
then, if we’re talking about traumas, cirrus also mentioned one of skylar’s trauma. now they’re even ig. i truly think you missed the whole point of this story cuz paskim keeps telling us these 2 teens are mentally ill. so they’ll do and react as they were taught. i’m not saying it’s a good thing he punched cirrus or anything like that, i’m saying he HAS every right to be mad at cirrus. he’s a teenager who’s been tru a lot, he forgave cirrus so many times, even when cirrus hid and lied and did crazy things to him. he always was there for cirrus and did his best. he’s just scared of having the same thing happening to him twice and i get him. imagine just a sec your partner does smth bad, you’re mad but you forgave him. he does it again, you forgive him . and again and again and A G A I N. ofc skylar’s gonna get mad and say things like « i wanted to date chanil » or « how can u love when you’ve never been loved » HES HURT POOKIE HES CRYING AND HURT!!!
they’re both hurting each other every time, they’re teens, mentally unstable teens, who don’t know how to cope with things and how to communicate. they’re both in the wrong but y’all should never say « ugh skylar i hate him » just because a mentally ill person does smth bad like pls try to understand both of em for gods sake

Based off what I read, I don’t think Cirrus does wild things because he’s scared of being alone, especially considering he didn’t want to go to the fireworks one time and was home alone, where his abusive parents were.

I think it’s more specifically that he’s AFRAID of LOSING someone he loves. And he ends up hurting that person he loves. Both of them hurt each other, it’s a cycle at this point.

We readers can criticize their problematic behavior, but I could never hate them. That’s where I draw the line!

We all know Skylar didn’t mean to say he’s a second choice. He didn’t mean it. I do think it’s okay if readers criticize the problematic actions of both characters, but constantly slandering one without empathy while praising and being nice to other is wrong.

They both hit each other, it cancels out.
They both said mean stuff to each other, cancels out.
They both SA’ed, cancels out. (Skylar kissing his ex friend without consent while friend was asleep, and Cirrus…we all know lol.)

So in conclusion, they’re both problematic and deserves healing. I don’t understand the intense hate for any of them.

Like in recent chapters, Cirrus cried and told Skylar that he is sorry and how he was afraid of losing what they had if he told Skylar about his scheme (way before they dated, the amusement park scheme).

Both of them are problematic and have their issues. I’m moving on and my goal is to see them heal!

I've been reading weekly since 2021 so cirrus pulling shit on Skylar feels like a loooong time ago I'm not even gonna lie
i stopped reading around April and I'm mainly consuming spoilers (i wanna binge it once it ends) I'm not that much of a cirrus defender but all i got from s3 was Skylar being a dick for most part (avoiding cirrus, punching him for blocking chan il and calling him a second choice, using his trauma against him in the recent chapter)
I don't like defending either of them but i can't really stand people who keep saying Skylar had the right to do what he did. he did not.

oh and about that amusement park thingy i never really thought of it as a big deal
the intent was malicious but we all know that chan il is straight + he was the one who asked cirrus to introduce him to his friend
i like to think of it as the consequence of Skylar stalking chan-il

I'm not even gonna read your comment the first sentence was more than enough
you guys need to tone it down with the Skylar dick riding it's getting ridiculous and while you're at it stop sounding like a broken record. not everyone who doesn't think of Skylar as a baby who does no wrong "missed the story" or "lacks media literacy"
learn to actually analyse characters and stop being biased

YEAH THATS WHAT I WANTED TO SAY since cirrus suffers from bpd he’s most likely to be hella scared of end up alone, but since skylar is his only favorite person he’s just gon do wild and crazy things because he’s scared of losing him.

me too, like we can make theories about them, or just criticize their actions but i’ll never hate em omgggg i love em sm

and exactly like every chapters one of them gets cancel and criticize like ????? when we all know they’re both in the wrong no ones deserve any kind of hate i don’t get it. ofc skylar don’t mean anything he has told to cirrus ( mentioning cirrus’ trauma etc ) he’s just hurt af. that doesn’t mean i agree with his actions but i understand why he’s doing that.

onggg all i want to see is them being happy together and HEALED

I do agree that Skylar shouldn’t have said what he said, that is all. And the timeline between what cirrus said and amusement park stuff is probably only a few months apart from now.

Yes, but it deeply hurt Skylar that he even schemed. He was lied to and being lied to was part of his trauma, so I can see why Skylar reacted the way he did. He felt betrayed. Both of them are problematic.

It may not be a big deal to you, but for Skylar, he hates being lied to. It reminds him of how his close friend betrayed him. I also think that he wasn’t really upset that Cirrus had done the scheme, but more so that Cirrus didn’t come clean and continued to lie right in his face when given a chance to come clear.

Skylar was borderline stalking Chan I won’t deny, but the thing is, Cirrus hiding it from Skylar and this happening now is just his consequences catching up. Right person, wrong timing basically.

girl ion get why u acting like this lmao. don’t reply to MY comment when you don’t wanna debate with me nor read my reply you’re being childish.

instead of defending one and hating on the other i just prefer to actually TRY to understand why they’re doing all of that and NOT HATE anyone.

i don’t think skylar as a baby and i’m not babying him AND THATS WHAT YOU DONT FUCKING GET GIRL OMLLLL
like did u even read my fucking comments ???? i’m saying stop slandering one person and hate on the other one, they’re both fucking ill, why y’all hating on skylar when he’s hurt af??? i’m not saying what he did was totally okay but he’s hurt that’s all. y’all are the one who’s babying cirrus like he’s an angel and did nothing wrong. he throw a can at skylar because « he’s js jealous :(((« , he lied and hid things to skylar, he set up a double date just so skylar gets hurts and move on from chanil, he tried to manipulate skylar, forced him to kiss him twice etc etc ETC. like girl don’t comment shit like this when you’re not reading the story
like i said i don’t think skylar has done nothing wrong but because you’re blind ash you dont understand ig.

anyways, you should be the one reading the story since you don’t even know what’s going on in the story and think skylar punched him in the new chapter when it happened ages ago hahaha

Idk what the author is doing to us. It’s almost ending, we have like 6-7 chapters left till the end, but we still keep getting angst. Love fasting.

RIGHT??? im kinda scared now, there’s theories saying there will be a time skip. or that skylar and cirrus will end up happy but on their own :( i’m so scareddd paskim what are u planninggggg

i mean they've known eachother for like a year at most so it's not that far off

yep
pakism always delivers consequences.
i feel like things would've been a lot better if they were honest with eachother but it was a crazy time back then and they hadn't even started dating yet I can imagine how awkward it would've been for cirrus to admit what he did lol
I don't believe skyrus can be happy together tbh wish they could heal forst at least

yep
pakism always delivers consequences.
i feel like things would've been a lot better if they were honest with eachother but it was a crazy time back then and they hadn't even started dating yet I can imagine how awkward it would've been for cirrus to admit what he did lol
I don't believe skyrus can be happy together tbh wish they could heal first at least