
WEWW ITS BEEN A LING TIME SINCE I RANTED IN HERE OKAY HERE WE GO.
so y'all can get mad at me but I just really like uhh REALLY WISHED nakyum liked SH but I also know deep down that NK despised him, wanting to get out of that hellhole just waiting for Inhun. I think I've been throwing aside the idea of NK not really hating SH and just NK genuinely liking SH. So anyways this new update made me feel like shit because I know, I fucking know that that's just me being delusional abt SH and NK falling in love.
This new update really hurts me because its the truth, NK is pressured because SH suddenly confessed to him, and that kisaeng sister saying nakyum was a fool was a hut on the face vwkvzow.

call me even more delusional but i think heena was kinda wrong. firstly, i dont think nakyum loves inhun, he found out the type of person he really is when he called him a prostitute and heena doesn't know this yet. nk already ran away after that (mentioned in chapter 46) but came back, showing he doesnt rly care about inhuns government post anymore but just wanted to stay there and this was before SH's confession. im not saying he loves SH, but i dont think he truly can despise him i mean he said the other chapter he doesnt dislike him (63 i think?) i think nk's sister is just looking out for him but she is only going by nk's love for inhun which was just manipulation to begin with.
I JUST FINISHED READING THE 3 CHAPTERS NOW ITS GONE WHUT(⊙…⊙ )