
I know I'm meant to start feeling sympathetic towards Lucaon towards the end, but I couldn't really manage it. Sure, he had his reasons (read: trauma) but the way he treated Kyon for years was inexcusable, both physically and emotionally. I mean, for god's sake, it's not just the rape and humiliation, Chapter 0 literally opens with Lucaon beating Kyon with a cane! Kyon is okay with it, of course, but that's not unusual for victims of abusive relationships. The series seems to have glossed over all of that. Between this roughshod handling of what could've been a very interesting redemption/character arc for Lucaon, and Christoph's memories being wiped, there's just so many issues based in a lack of consent dressed up as love.
And on a separate note, there are so many loose ends to the plot left hanging, as well as a lack of carefully planned world building. (For example, why are the Royals even living lives of nobility/luxury? How hasn't society turned against them en masse given that their threat outweighs their contributions? Kingdoms of old have been overthrown for much less. If the most notable Royals built their careers off of putting down other rabid Royals, then what exactly is their purpose, and why are they venerated? If their greatest threat seems to be, as history has proven, sabotage from their serving staff, then why not move into 1-bedroom condos or small cottages somewhere and forgo needing to have a staff at all?? The very premise of this series is almost painfully contrived).
All in all, great art, some powerful moments, and Sihan and Karis are wonderful and wholesome, gold star for them. But the main couple isn't my cup of tea and the plot is a bit messy, to put it mildly.

As relatable as this ending is, I can't help but feel disappointed. I don't understand the rush towards the end—all that build up and slice of life pacing, just to get messy as the loose ends are wrapped up all at once? I like Karam, but we weren't given as much insight into his thoughts as any of the other characters, so it just feels rushed. How could the winning love interest get less 'screen time' than literally anyone else? I hope Junseo gets his own spin-off story since his arc is left tragically unresolved. (It looks like the author is pairing him with the redhead on their twitter..)
This story is so touching. I like how it took the trope of "let me help you masturbate and kinda take advantage of you that way" and flipped it on its head. The way it was handled wasn't creepy at all, just makes me nostalgic for adolescence lol. Puberty is such a bitch.
I really related to their experiences in middle school since I'm ace, and I could never understand people when they started talking about crushes and sex and things like that. Just made me uncomfortable -- even worse whenever I was asked out, I just wanted to run away, and still do. I was always like, I just want to make friends.. That doesn't seem like their situation of course, but it was refreshing to see this kind of experience told in a story.