i have no hobbies :( August 2, 2025 5:48 pm

when i first read this, i kinda felt like yoohan was forced into the relationship, had no feelings for jay and anything he did feel for jay was circumstantial. BUT after reading this again, it's pretty clear that they do have feelings for eachother and they show affection in their own way. i think the repetitive nature of bls showing love in the same way kinda messed up the way i interpreted this story the first time because if they weren't showing affection like i was used to then it wasn't really love yk? yoohans and jays affections weren't outright..it was more subtle and unique but it goes to the point that you can't mistake it as something else besides the attraction between them. which is why this story is SUCH a refreshing read. it's very unique and it's sort of realistic in the way that not everyone is dramatic and obvious with their emotions/affections. i'm really glad i read this again and appreciate it the way it was supposed to because it has definitely become one of the top reads for me <3

    crawlingcorpse August 4, 2025 11:05 am

    exactly! this is def why payback is a favorite of mine, when u see the way both treat literally anyone they consider close you see that neither are the outwardly sappy and affectionate type (for understandable reasons). they simply have very rough ways of loving and I think I appreciate them so much, especially yoohan, bc i see myself in them lmao

i have no hobbies :( July 27, 2025 9:08 pm

is anyone else icked out by the professor? idc if he's a health professor and was just doing checkups on the student...but like isshiki already had a partner while still doing the plays so it's not like he had a deficiency or something... it's a little disturbing we weren't shown what type of "light play" they did because if it went to the point where he unbuttoned his collar then it probably wasn't as light as he made it out to be...i rlly enjoyed the story but i absolutely hate these types of dynamics and i can't just ignore it especially when the professor is so prominent...what a disappointment :(

    Ass licker July 27, 2025 9:21 pm

    Can't believe that's overlooked

    Noxart July 29, 2025 3:20 pm

    Kurashina said that Isshiki likes to unbuttoned his first button to feel more comfortable during a play. So it just shows they had a play but doesn't give any indication on what "light" means

    haku July 31, 2025 1:49 am

    exactly... and if i got it right only when they became real lovers the doc jokingly said there’s no need for checkups anymore, but when they were just partners there was a need? good story but that part disturbed me too

    Recina August 2, 2025 3:48 am

    OMG SAME!!!!
    I imagine their plays would be like what it is in Oresama Dom Wa Naderaretai. Like they show what light play is between the school sub/dom nurse whatever tf they are called and students. And it's like safe, consentual and what is should be for this verse and it doesn't come off as weird.
    But omg he gives me such an ICk I legit just skip over his dialog cause it's unbearable. He's so weird.
    I get it if it's a way to make some conflict in the story but it just makes the teacher so creepy I hate it.

    Choso's Voluptuous Tiddies August 7, 2025 11:14 am

    I also didn't like him but I also don't believe it was anything sexual. The button is just what he does before a play and he was clearly new to the sexual stuff and it's said sex was his first time but I agree he's icky af

    KamisamaYor August 7, 2025 6:07 pm

    Agreed

    dontmindme August 9, 2025 8:10 am

    I actually really like the professor. I understand from "our" perspective outside of this world, it seems sus. But I like to believe that it isn't sexual/romantic or anything like that, and purely about health within this world.

    dontmindme August 9, 2025 8:11 am
    exactly... and if i got it right only when they became real lovers the doc jokingly said there’s no need for checkups anymore, but when they were just partners there was a need? good story but that part distu... haku

    It's because Isshiki couldn't take suppressants so he needed the play, but now he has an alternative for his health.

    haku August 9, 2025 11:19 am
    It's because Isshiki couldn't take suppressants so he needed the play, but now he has an alternative for his health. dontmindme

    yes, but then he met the dom and he already had the alternative. but he only stopped the play with prof after they became lovers, while they were playing as just partners he still went to the prof, why? and it was never mentioned how the play looked like so if being lovers was the reason they stopped i guess it was actually sexual and that’s what’s bothering me. and the prof is actually kind and i liked him but their relationship was uncomfy in the story

    dontmindme August 11, 2025 7:12 am
    yes, but then he met the dom and he already had the alternative. but he only stopped the play with prof after they became lovers, while they were playing as just partners he still went to the prof, why? and it ... haku

    hmm, the way I see it is there's not supposed to be anything wrong with the checkups and the light play they do. I also imagine it is quite light and infrequent, otherwise Isshiki would not be suffering so when the story began. That's why Isshiki kept going to the checkups even when he had Kurashina. But I think the more they did the "play" the more unnecessary the checkups became. Realizing that Kurashina is with Isshiki, and he is bothered by the play they do, I think it's the docs way of saying that he is leaving it to Kurashina to take care of him etc.

    I like the professor, so that's how I prefer to see it. He may be teasing but I don't think the intention was anything sexual or inappropriate.

i have no hobbies :( May 9, 2025 8:31 am

he survived MULTIPLE assassination attempts & being scorched to death only to die by a cold?!? bffr lowkey hate him for that bc why

i have no hobbies :( April 17, 2025 6:17 am

literally wasted my time reading this. i thought i could give it a chance, but the uke is literally absolute trash. the second main couple seemed to be toxic but a way better storyline than whatever tf i just read. i wouldn't even bother reading this...ever.

i have no hobbies :( April 13, 2025 11:05 pm

is this a worth read?? seeing the comments, i don't think it is, but they're mainly about the second couple...should i read only the story focusing on the first couple? if so, what chapter do i end at? like at the end of season 1?? also i didn't really understand the description, are both uke & seme virgins or what???

    Ihathavingtoclickontgepaneland April 13, 2025 11:12 pm

    It's mid overall

    sakusuhdude April 14, 2025 7:08 am

    first couple is sweet but kinda cliche storyline (also yes uke and seme are both virgins) i personally liked it but it was just okay imo

    second couple had potential at first but there’s many instances of non-con that have given me the major ick tbh i’m only still reading cause im curious what direction the author is even trying to go with them lol

    Bubsy, Love April 14, 2025 11:03 am

    The bottom from the first couple gets annoying real quick

i have no hobbies :( April 13, 2025 4:26 am

ash has been giving me the ick recently with his attitude/personality in the side stories...if someone is crying & actively telling you to stop, then you stop. not continue to get what you want out of them. that's a way of manipulating someone into your control so they tell you everything. so yes, ash DID ruin it. if none of this would've happened, then lyle wouldve been able to successfully propose to ash (because we already know ash was thinking about it but didn't know how lyle felt). i miss the old ash, straight from the go ash

    Yuu08 April 13, 2025 5:01 am

    LITERALLY! This used to be my comfort manhwa but these side story just make ash look like garbage and act like one

    kstar45981 April 13, 2025 6:18 am

    and its crazy because he dont even abide by his own rules! i still cant believe he took no accountability for hiding his relationship with hazel like that but got mad that lyle was insecure about it

    i have no hobbies :( April 13, 2025 8:13 am

    i think this manhwa was based off the novel right? the only explanation for ash's change in attitude/personality from the manhwa author not the original novel author. bc i think the original novel didn't include side stories like this, and his actions don't make sense for his character, but idk

    i have no hobbies :( April 13, 2025 8:14 am

    **comes from the manhwa author NOT the original novel author

i have no hobbies :( April 12, 2025 6:16 pm

Does this have a love triangle? Someone said they have threesome...pls tell me it's not true i don't really enjoy love triangles or threesomes so pls lmk

    niles April 12, 2025 9:18 pm

    Don't worry there's no love triangle and the threesome was in the first chap and didn't even happen

    i have no hobbies :( April 12, 2025 9:58 pm

    Can you elaborate? like wdym it didn't even happen if it was in the first chapter?

    niles April 12, 2025 10:15 pm

    They wanted to do a threesome with another guy (a twink/bottom) but the top who is going to be a bottom was too drunk and curious and the bottom run away so it just ended up with the two top, one becoming a bottom that night (not sure if you can understand what I said ^^')

i have no hobbies :( April 7, 2025 7:19 pm

WE WERE PROMISED OFFICE SEX
it is NOT over until it happens

i have no hobbies :( March 3, 2025 5:57 am

when did yugun's brother meet the reporter? i dont remember...

    Miya March 3, 2025 6:42 am

    When he came to interview the taekwondo players I think

    i have no hobbies :( March 3, 2025 7:28 am

    do you know what chapter? i dont remember that at all

    Miya March 3, 2025 9:16 am
    do you know what chapter? i dont remember that at all i have no hobbies :(

    Ao aorry I don't really remember the chapter though ┗( T﹏T )┛

    Miya March 3, 2025 9:16 am
    Ao aorry I don't really remember the chapter though ┗( T﹏T )┛ Miya

    Sorry*

    rinnemagi March 3, 2025 11:43 am
    do you know what chapter? i dont remember that at all i have no hobbies :(

    chapter 82!

i have no hobbies :( February 23, 2025 1:15 am

WHO DELETED THE CHAPTERS
NOOOOOO I DIDNT GET A CHANCE TO READ THE NEW CHAPTER

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