HE'S LITERALLY ME I LOVE TALKING TO INTROVERTS AND MOST OFMY CRUSHES ARE INTROVERTS + BISEXUAL + HAVE MULTIPLE CRUSHES AT THE SAME TIME LMFAOOO
why am i so invested in this fuckass story genuinely i am questioning my tastes cuz this is just so shitty but i'm always catching up with the latest updates HELPPPP like sometimes i read bl for the smut but this one isn't even enjoyable to watch cuz it's basically seeing kim dan's ass being completely demolished by jaekyung's burj khalifa cock (in both girth and length)
rereading the side stories in their povs is so sweet in dayeol's sidestory, dayeol knows taehyun hides a lot of things and he notices how taehyun feels, and in taehyun's story, taehyun thinks he's good at hiding how he feels. dayeol thinks he's failing at being a boyfriend, but taehyun sees how dayeol is gentle and kind and just a good person. their relationship warms my heart :(
also taehyun's line of how he wants to be a good person because of dayeol hits hard....i'm ALWAYS a sucker for characters who want to be a good person, and it's especially romantic if they want to be a good person because their partner is good reminds me of shima in skip & loafer
i love this webtoon sm because of the message of how war ruins everything and its consequences affect everyone. it does focus on the twisted romance part (which i do not love but also get why it's relevant to the story), but it also focuses on fl's relationship with the people around her, the connections she made through believing in goodness and kindness idk something about still valuing goodness even though you've been through sm shit will always get me fr
she's so inspirational. when she said that thing about how your background shouldn't be an excuse to be cruel, i felt that in my bones i love kind characters who believe in goodness so much...she's not naive but she knows how being good is the most important thing at the end of the day
the uke isn't even that "talentless", he's just been looked down by his father and gaslit by seme all this while.........his sense of self-esteem is FUCKED and i feel so bad for him
Also the scene where seme forced uke to vomit?????? that is actually fucking insane i really don't mind if this was a psychological yaoi, but the writing is so inconsistent and weird that it kinda falls flat. it just feels liks shock value instead of good writing. real sad cuz this had potential to be a good psychological manga
i've reread this so many times now i've been following this manga since the first chap and i just LOVE this author's writing fr. the characters are all so interesting and just so relatable at first i thought i was mitsumi (clumsy and an airhead) but then i realized i'm a mix of shima, egashira & nao but i'm feeling more shima rn. mitsumi makes me want to be a better, more sincere person fr
they're literally like that one attractive couple in your school....like damn i wanna be cuddled by yall
this is so well-written!! i can see that the author took tike to really flesh out the characters and the details. even though the plot isn't anything new, the way the author executes it is what makes this manga really unique to me
one one hand i'm like "aww i lowkey feel bad for him with all the burden he's carrying, it must be hard for him" but on the other hand i'm like "WOMP WOMP"
how did the author nail exactly what it feels like to be an out gay guy in a conservative school???? like what sui experienced and what he did to protect himself (making himself the butt of the joke, playing along with the so-called "friends") is EXACTLY what i did as a gay teenager (i was forcefully outed) wtf and the line "i'm glad i was born as me" WTAFFFFFF I AM LITERALLY CRYING RN
like ouch. it's like word by word what sui heard from people once they knew he's gay.
the ml is just 100% pathetic. when he lost his memories, he was so attractive because he was proactive and so forward in loving the fl. but now that he doesn't have those memories, he looks so fucking dumb and stupid and just useless like i don't think a redemption arc can even redeem his ass cuz he just looks so pathetic in a bad way
the title is a journey like my reaction was like "oh okay another fuckbuddy bl- stepbrother?????"
like i'm only here for that. and the rain scene kinda gave what it needed to give. sometimes i go to that specific chapter, put on the 30th by billie eilish and time it so that the bridge comes up when jaehyuk starts panicking in the rain....always an emotional journey to read it like that. but this story is very cliche tbh like it was just meh overall. the art lowkey saved this lol
their sex doesn't turn me on because their touches look like they love each other sm like it makes me feel more wholesome than horny ykwim? it's so sexy but also so so