
I was so confused when I start reading this around chap 1-2, idk how he can't remebr his past but it all makes sense as the story goes on. For him who's suffering all those years after high school, something happy like his moment with the junior is a small matter and can easily be outshine. This story feels unreal and another things didn't be jump in front of a train? If I'm right, train can be stopped? I thought the reason a lot of sui**** happened around there is because the train can't be stopped. Please correct me if I'm wrong! Anyway, this story is very good!
I remember the first time I read this when I was so young, I was so traumatised by the first chapter lol. Rereading it ig it's not something that's bad for me now.
When I first readed it i was only 12, so i can feel ya.