I never thought I would read such a beautiful story I don’t even care if the main characters had sex yet. This was perfect in every shape and form. The main character did not touch when that evil man was tempting him not even when that man left he told him he loved him and the story went on. Even add more perfection to the story the mean character said he wanted to treasure him and wanted to do it at the perfect moment not casually Or in the heat of the moment but at the right moment when they’re both ready and when their futures are set. And a little sugar on top the main character exceeded all my expectations he didn’t touch him at the end and he told the uke he loved him and told him that he will wait for him to have their perfect moment. The story was perfect and I love this.
I know the boys were going to tortured. I know that and I was prepared to see it all but what I was not prepared to see or imagine what happened to those boys at the end. I know what kind of story this was but that ending was to much for me. I was speechless what those old men did to them was just wrong.
At first I thought this yaoi was going to be one of those s&m one you could read anywhere and wasn't going to have a story plot and not be good. But i was wrong this was really good. I love it. It had good characters meaning behind their actions and a good plot and most all good sex seans. I cant want for the next up date
The person that initiated the relationship wants to break it off after 10 plus years. The one who started it the one who went after him the one that wanted this relationship to work more than anyone wants to break it off just because he wants a normal life they had a normal life. Then he broke his partners heart after 10 plus years that's not right. I hope he realize after a little bit of suffering of what he did to his partner and when they get back together I hope he realized what he lost and what he could have had all this time he wasted with someone else.










Sweetie you have believe that you are not worthy of love. Why do you thing that . You been though so much. you out of everyone in this story have the right to fell in love and stay in love with the person that loves you that loves you back. you have the right to be happy. you can have the best friend and the lover all to your self. you can have the best of both worlds. Just be happy. Just except what live has given you and be happy.