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Put the tag for supernatural here?!?!?! I just wanna talk and see into your brain a sec

It sucks but when you’re that low, sometimes death really is a better option. But then you start thinking about “x is going to remember this every single time they come into y place” or “x is going to find me and that’s going to traumatise them” or “if I do this with no one knowing, will they report me missing? Will that break their heart every single day looking for me who is already dead?” And it’s so hard to let go of the ideation of death being a better option but you can’t do it because you’re so worried about other people. For me, I couldn’t allow my cats who are my babies to find me and I couldn’t allow my dad or my friends to suffer. At the time, I didn’t want my mum to suffer but she’s proven to be a lost cause for any love and affection or human decency. I think he needs to see that life can be beautiful and that the same reason he couldn’t do it needs to be the same reason why he’s forcing himself to live until it’s worth it. And it might never be worth it but at least, he can try to enjoy it with those people who came to mind. This hits home in too many ways and I’m truly rooting for him. It lowkey feels like by rooting for him, I’m also rooting for myself which is nice. If anyone else is struggling, feel free to share or to message me. I can’t help much but I can listen if you need it.

I love coming to the comment sections of manhwas specifically cause everyone is either trauma dumping or just talking utter garbage about sovieshit and trashta and I am in love with it! Truly makes me feel like we are a whole big community and not just individuals reading a book.

Being that rude to someone your child obviously loves more than life itself is just unforgivable. Aren’t parents meant to try to make their kids lives happy? He isn’t hurting anyone or offending anyone who has common sense so where’s the issue? Children aren’t meant to live out parents fantasies so to push her narrative and to “test” our baby over something that could simply be explained as “we really love our child and we want nothing bad to come to them. We hope you love them as much as we do. If you do, we will get along just fine but if I see you mistreating my child, I won’t let it slide.” Instead of being rude and talking in twisted truths and interrogating the poor guy. Making him out to be the bad guy when your child is older than he is… wrong move lady. Your child is more than capable of looking after himself.

That last panel was REALLL!! I always wanna kiss and cuddle my cats but everytime I do, I GET FUR IN MY MOUTH AND ON MY NOSE AND ALL OVER MY FACE I still do it tho but STILL why must floof come with a con? It’s so unfair!

He’s all kinds of wrong. The actual son is much better at bdsm than the fake one. Also, it’s so stupid to kick someone out and get mad at them but then want them to stay longer. If I didn’t fall in love with sodam and want to adopt the little baby, i would have dropped this. I hope he gets with the real brother out of spite and break both of their hearts! Neither of them are worthy but at the very least, sodam can get a rebound.

Don’t do what he did. You have limits for a reason. I’m okay with a lot of pain but there’s a limit and I can’t mentally or physically pass it. There’s usually two mental limits, a soft limit which is your comfort zone and a hard limit which is things you won’t even consider doing. You can’t change your limits without significant trauma before the change. You’d need to go through horrible things over and over and only then will your brain will naturally grow a tolerance for the pain in order to protect you. In fact, sometimes it will numb you to the pain and trick you into thinking it’s pleasurable. Not all submissive or masochists are the way they are cause horrific trauma cause ptsd responses in their body but it can be a cause of EXTREME masochism (wanting to be beat half to death in order to get off is definitely extreme masochism). Most people in bdsm will struggle because it’s hard to find someone with similar boundaries as you. Also, doms have boundaries and limits too! I’m a switch sadomasochist and I have limits for each way. The dom has a limit against causing HARM to their sub or loved one. They want total domination. They want full trust and the sub to give him their whole life in his hands. He isn’t necessarily into torture but by giving the sub total pain and then total praise and care, he’s getting what he needs which is 100% ownership. For him, a “slave” submissive would probably be better than using a dating app to find a regular sub. The issue that some have with “slave” submissives is that they don’t want the care or praise or loving attention. Since he needs both, it would be best for him to have two partners. One he loves and one that satisfies the sadist in him. He gets trust from both in different capacities and that would be best in an ideal world. Ofc it’s hard to get that. He did cheat in this case and I hope the baby sub gets to learn that he doesn’t need to change in order to find a partner. Plenty of doms are “soft” doms and are more into the praise and their way of punishment is a little more creative as opposed to violent. He should look specifically for that. I hope they work it out tho because there’s definitely a middle ground and subs have been known to be trained by doms to tolerate more pain in order to feel more ultimate pleasure and reach sub zone. I feel like training would be better than throwing him in the deep end with asphyxiation play. Choking play would be better than asphyxiation cause it’s pressing on a different part of the throat so you can still breathe. Choking pushing your arteries which forces you to be lightheaded. Asphyxiation is cutting off oxygen completely. Neither should be attempted without a test run of a lighter version first. Then you gradually get harder until the sub is slightly uncomfortable (for mediums nor extremes). The dom seems inexperienced in training which sucks. That’s the issue with domsub books. It’s a lot of misinformation and not perfect representation of what bdsm actually is including the more violent side of it… still the dom seemed really respectful until this cheating scene so.. let’s hope they do better in the future.

Idk who you are… but I love your belt and want it for myself!

All those chapters are wrong. None of them belong to this webtoon. 50 is the last chapter we have for hired to love. To whoever uploaded them, please take them down. They don’t belong here and I think it’s best if you check the last chapter of the book you are uploading to make sure they are the same book as a lot of different books may have the same or similar names in English.

He’s probably never known love because he’s never been shown what it’s meant to feel like from either end… I hope he gets shown and TOLD “this is love.” “I do xyz thing because I want to show you that I love you” and hopefully he will learn that love is this slightly painful and tight but fuzzy feeling in your soul that warms you up no matter the weather and sometimes can make you angry or cry. I hope he sees it as worth the trouble to pursue.