
Namkyun kinda basically confessed (ig?) to seungho and he’s like ??? I’m assuming he’s never been in love before or felt the feelings he’s feeling so he asks namkyun how he feels to try and understand his own a little more. I mean ig most of his sex life he never had been in no more than a physical relationship. He’s questioning himself because of these new feelings namkyun is wakening within him ig. It feels like to me he thinks that he didn’t get the answer that hes looking for since most of his relationships were just physical. Namkyun meanwhile, is currently suffering from heartbreak and denial because of his teacher so he’s using pleasure as a distraction. He’s kinda given up on himself in a way since he submits so easily to seungho which confuses him a lot. I’m guessing that’s why he asked him those questions. Seungho kinda knows something is wrong w namkyun since he’s never acted that way and it’s a new feeling for him to want to know why and someone else’s emotions. Sorry if I’m looking too deep into it LOL

jooin baby why can’t u see how manipulative he is.. not to mention a rapist (what I’ve heard). Like damn I can’t understand why some mangas these days have to have rape for a couple to be together eventually? Like give me a decent guy like tahee from banana scandal. Idk anymore, I thought this story was gonna be good and not have rape in order to have love. I’m lowkey over it, I’m already reading painter of the night so why another one

maybe he’s so submissive because he feels that he has no place to go or belong? he’s been dragged from his own home to draw erotic paintings because of you? he was punished and raped and was gonna get punished for disobeying you and doing nothing? like what more do you even want from him.. did you not want him to act like that because I thought you did? the problem is you.
the uke is so cute like omg how