
ah this was so good.... I really felt the emotions in this lol I was so worried he'd die and I was constantly thinking of what Miki should do in order to keep him alive, like a routine that would be enough for Shiro. And then author pointed out how Miki's misfortune was just his stance and view of the world... my jaw hurts
Ok I had way too low of expectations for this. The way the author made me feel like Jayeon at the very start was some mastermind that had even dohoon under his control because of his abnormality was crazyyyyy
Then gradually showing how actually he was just repeating all he was ever shown and in the process learning to think more for himself. I also expected to hate Heesung even more, he was obviously the bastard MC but at the same time he seems like a normal amount of rich church guy fucked up considering his parents. While in the grand scheme of things this is quite a red flag story, I feel like the characters development was good enough for me, and I'm glad this wasn't just another rape fetish story...