
In the end he cried because he didn't remember about how he wanted to kill the sheriff in the movie like he wanted to in the beginning right??

Before talking about that, let's talk about my opinion of what made him not wanting to hurt Sono anymore. Usually when Koto fantasize hurting Sono, he knew it wasn't real. Then feeling firsthand the fear of him really dead override the arousal his fantasy brought. After that everytime he thought of hurting him, he could only remember the fear he felt back then. And when he watched the movie at the end, he saw the hero as Sono, while before in his fantasy he often likened Sono to the hero. That means Sono override the image of the hero within himself. And when the hero was dead, he saw it as Sono being dead. Hence why he cried. That's my own interpretation of the story though. It's possible that the author might've actually had different intention from my interpretation, who knows.

Jin chan was something else. There is something so hot about pushy and straight forward dudes. I loved it.

Here: https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2687211/
There's not much to it and if u have some where they fit in the list, just comment the titles and i'll add them to the list :>
Recommend me more of these type of mangas.
Ngl it isn't really the same but it gives me the same vibes it's called "sleeping dead"
Thank you for the recommendation. I just finished reading it and I loved it. Waiting for the update ahhh.