I kinda understand a little that you want to mess yourself after being so hurt. We all have different coping mechanism, some arent very good at it and some are very head on strong. So to everyone going trhough something, please try your best to heal.
I am so suuuuuure that id get bored with this kind of concept. BUT HOLY SHIT, I AM IN AWE. THIS WAS A VERY GOOD READ. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ ID DEFINITELY RECOMMEND THIS TO PEOPLE WHO WANTS TO SLOW DOWN ON SMUT
I kinda understand a little that you want to mess yourself after being so hurt. We all have different coping mechanism, some arent very good at it and some are very head on strong. So to everyone going trhough something, please try your best to heal.