
I very much enjoyed the smexy scenes even though they where all over the place. But I’m confused about the coworker, does this mean the original one died? I just feel like the falling in love with Yan made zero sense. And the scene of hooking up with the coworker's after “saving” him made less sense besides just being smut. It was like a porn that wanted o have a good plot but couldn’t.

it's a weird one, for sure! my guess is: i don't think the co-worker died, i think all yan copies are like little breakaways of the coworker. he chose to give up the form that held the hurt & corruption as his primary, but is combined with the splinter that shared the truth & felt reciprocation.
if I could illustrate it, i think you can picture it as if you almost understand a formula. once you get the missing information, your logic connects it, and everything clicks into place. then you can form a new, full understanding of the formula you didn't understand before. like puzzle pieces completing a full image, i guess?

I understand he probably shouldn’t go out. But the immature part of me would also get pissed off at him if he treats and talk to e like that. Especially when he keeps changing his attitude with me. I just hope this doesn’t get as dark as Profundis because I don’t think I could keep up with both stories.
I do pity Haley, with the shit family he had,and the overwhelming crazy bad influences he might have had while growing up as a child actor. He died without being able to better himself. ( I'm emotional today ) Besides this I really love this story, though I wish Mason would have hurt Noah a little more at the beginning for him being so physically rude. Lol.