
yuta's inner thoughts AAAAAAAAAAA i want to know his backstory so badly, he might be a really interesting and complex character.
about seunghyun, it is obvious that he isn't enjoying it and he thinks of this as a way to show yuta he is above him. he is the one who is going to lead this unhealthy dynamic they have. seunghyun has a short temper, has violent tendencies and the only way to deal with things is through violence. the yakuza's way to survive. in the past chapters, he swore he was going to kill yuta but had to stop because the only way to get the casino was agreeing with yuta's wishes. seughyun doesn't like yuta or cares about him at all. he will in the future, but at the moment we are dealing with a enemies scenarios for a good chunk of the story.
it's natural that people pity yuta more than seunghyun for a lot of reasons. between these two, he is the one who had the worst past and is dealing with tons of trauma. however, he tried to submit seunghyun and drugged and raped him first.
was yuta wrong for his actions in the first chapters? yes. is seunghyun wrong for abusing yuta while he is having a total meltdown? yes. are both of them rapists? yes. can we say they are even now? who knows.

im sorry but what y'all expected from someone who was shown to be brutally torturing someone (and he has been doing that since he is 11 years old!!!!) in the first chapter and was in charge of a brothel in jpn with boys who were there against their wishes.... lbr this is heavy stuff and you can be uncomfortable about the characters' actions but simply dont read it. ifnit triggers you, close the tab or find smthg else to read

love bottoms in top dominated fields <3

and who says this is about the SA part?
we have a bottom who is clearly several steps ahead of the top and is going to do mental tricks on him. the majority of the time, bls are about tops bursting in bottoms' lifes & having more cards up their sleeves.
plus, it is a manga about yakuzas, mafia, illegal activities. SA/rape is likely to happen. and bc i dont mind reading it and know it is fiction, doesnt mean i am indifferent about it or i am an apologist in real life.
love the drama but some seung eon's facial expressions during sex weirded me out lmao
ikr..only now i realize that he probably enjoys sexual pain or smth..
HELPPP Every time he was coming, it look like he was dying instead LMAOO