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i feel my heart get all soft and mushy! im so jealous, i wanna fall in love like this too. so pure that it makes me feel so happy and contented :( aaaaaaah a love like this

i just honestly want yeonwoo to be treated right, if it's the tanned guy, i don't mind but if yeonwoo chose that toxic guy, i just wish that he's being for real this time.


hahahha im not in the place to judge yeonwoo bc i always go back to the toxic ones too lol but i really want yeonwoo to know his worth and never doubt himself. he should be treasured and treated with respect and im all in to root for whoever who can provide that.

I didn't get my desired pairing but I can't dislike the final couple, they're cute too.

I was rooting for Yoonsung or Junseo but it's heary warming to see our boy end up with his crush Karam since I know how it feels to anticipate someone like that.

Not gonna lie, I was rooting for Sihoo the whole time. It really broke my heart when he asked if it's really wrong for him to have such feelings the MC and when he asked if he would've been the one standing next to the MC if the accident never happened.


I've always thought that it was so unfair for Sihoo's part. At first, I feel bad for the MC because what happened have brought so much pain onto him even when it really wasn't his fault, they didn't even tell him that Sihoo was alive and well which continued his trauma until he met the other guy and became closer in high school that helped him get out of such hell hole. I understand how scary it would be for the MC but it hurts me when the sunbae keeps on blaming Sihoo for all the misfortunes happening to the MC when Sihoo couldn't control the people around him and during the accident, Sihoo was still so young back then as well and his family never even let both the children have closure of their own. At some point, Sihoo started to hate himself too even when he did nothing wrong, yes I do know that his confession was somehow manipulative but considering how everyone's been treating him like it's really his fault especially the MC, he was drove to an edge during that time add his own high schooler friend to his stress.


I feel happy that the epilogue is starting off nicely but I just wanna say that Sihoo is precious.

Guess this one is too short for actual relationship developments for both couples. I would definitely understand Youjin, his sunbae is so good looking but he's childish, thankfully they managed to bridge their misunderstandings but I really wanna see more development. And damn, the second couple, Myunghan especially is so freaking pretty but his character feels kinda off to me.

I would've honestly find it fun if there was more drama like the tanned guy or Myunghan liking Youjin esp the latter since Youjin is weak for pretty faces and we can see sunbae getting worried about that. LMFAO

that was it??? I WAS LIKE THAT WAS IT??? I WAS GEARING UP BECAUSE I KNOW THIS WILL BE 5 STAR BUT SHET I WANTED MORE GODDAMN IT I WAS SO HYOED BECAUSE I THOUGHT IM FALLING IN LOVE WITH THIS SERIES HOKYSMOKES THAT WAS TO SHORT. I LOVE THE ART STYLE, THE CONCEPT, THE PLOT, THE SEX, THE COMEDY UGHHH I WAS HERE FOR IT BUT IT WAS CUT SO SHORT OH MY GOD that was still beautiful tho

in the first story ive always thought before i read the comments that atsushi was 12 (elementary) and yuuji was 14-16 sksksksk so i wasn't bothered ans besides that waited until mans was an adult. the second one is straight up pedophilia

At some point, I thought that there is no way to turn this. It was so toxic, it literally kills me inside to see them make the wrong choices because they were by themselves when they could've gone through it together. It really really hurts me to see something that could've been so beautiful but has become too chaotic. I thought about how confusing it was at or nothing will ever be justifiable but I was proved wrong, it was beautifully written and made this madness justifiable but doesn't mean that I agree or encourage this type of behavior because they're both mentally challenged. If they end up together, there's so many things they need to fix I don't even know where they would start but I would understand, they never had much to begin with but at least they had each other. Though it may be wrong at the moment, I hope that time and patience will heal them fully so they don't lose grasp of what they've been trying to keep all these time that hurted them and fucked them up in more ways than one.

You can judge me but this is my take. They're young when they first met each other, during that time, they have felt like they never had anything significant to hold on to. To Sungho, he was afraid of disappointing his parents even when they're hardly around for him and to Dohyun it was more amplified because everyone around him leaves and he's accustomed to thinking that. They're both dealing with expectations despite never receiving much attention to warrant these expectations so when they found it each other they had to deal with it through ways that the think would be the best to keep each other. Dohyun was first to fall and his fear got the best of him, he was afraid Sungho will leave him like what everyone has done in his life so he thought that maybe if he makes Sungho want him more, miss him more, yearn for him, it would make Sungho's feelings stronger and would make him stay. Sungho on the other hand thought that Dohyun will only ever stay with him if he allows the other to do what je wants and this is because they we're never really bothered to be honest to each other due to their own worries. Sungho never knew that Dohyun was trying to protect himself by making sure Sungho will never leave him while Dohyun never knew that he's making Sungho question himself and dislike the things they're doing together because Sungho was slowly getting traumatized thinking that he was manipulated into doing such things because of his apparent fear of losing Dohyun but in the end he lost him anyways.( It's hard to explain but I did go through that as well, where you like a person and you just do something for them even if you hate it and I promise you, it hurts so much and it felt disgusting not just to the person who made you do it but you will consider yourself disgusting too.) Fast forward, Sungho thought of getting revenge by doing the exact things Dohyun has done to him to make him understand all the disgusting things Sungho went through because of Dohyun. Yes, Sungho felt like he was being raped despite it being technically "consensual" when they were in high school, add his anger when he started losing more because of how mentally scarred Dohyun left him and the fact that Dohyun doesn't remember must've pushed him to his wits. Then we have Dohyun who probably removed it from his memory because it was a painful experience, deeming it as the same thing that he must always go through.

I really thought how they should just stay far from each other as much as possible but when I understood their complexities, it was so hard to say that they should part when behind all the misunderstandings, they just really wanted to stay by each other's side. This is like Killing Stalking, I love it both because it gives light to traumas and mental illnesses but I would put this just a little bit higher than Killing Stalking because it was well done, KS is well done too but it needs a lot of character study about Sangwoo and we're left to assume how he feel for Yoonbum(?). I know it seems like a reach but I want a happy ending.


It feel like Joseph is giving them a chance. I don't mind if they end up parting, I also don't mind if they end together but that's one nasty healing that they must do. I love this so much.

they're such a cute couple. it's been a while since i've read a couple on the healthier side. they're cute together, im still kinda worried that there will be some sort of problem yet to arise but for now im just enjoying them being cute

i was really scared, i thought it would be incest lmfaoooo ah it's good he ended up with itsuki