
sisters advice is really good. and somebody pls clarify; has the mc not accepted that he likes juheon? is he just confused about the feelings of fondness, appreciation, adoration, etc. the things that comes with romantic partners?? or has he convinced himself that his motives are impure and he doesn’t feel anything towards ml…i haven’t read this in a minute so i don’t get if the conflict is just the whole ‘stalking him for yaoi research’ or what

male leads are never fleshed out. yeah they get a backstory that’s usually sad boo hoo shitty parents, they’re cold and mean bc everybody was mean to them, what the fuck ever. basically, they don’t exist outside of the mc’s orbit, they never have a life outside of their romantic one, it’s a bore!
jaeshin’s story and life is so fleshed out, i realized i was accepting SCRAPS of character writing in all these other fic. his complicated relationship with his brother, and stepmom, his upbringing, being a half breed and how it was isolating no matter how much his family reached out to him, even the ghosts and spirits he bosses around in his dog form! it’s all so good and makes so much sense, and the story develops outside of JUST the romance. there are other characters in this world who do make an impact and who do have lives. it warms my heart seeing his brothers get along with his lover (chapter 77) like i love these characters!
sister is a chatoic evil lol. like she don’t give a fuck about mc’s wellbeing, buttttt yeah she’ll play cupid bc mc is being foolish. sorry, she kinda clocked mc’s tea bc yeah, you really are throwing yourself a pity party and you are acting weak minded. yeah, you got reason to be depressed and life isn’t fair and your father is going to hell..so what now? if you don’t do anything about it, NOBODY will.
you deserve to be happy with your man, and you can’t live in fear forever bc what kind of life is that?? it’s no way to live. anyways this is easy for me to say bc i don’t have to deal with the horrors she does lolol