SPOILEEEEERRRRR
so i dont really understand the novel and there's a lot of korean names and faction/cult that i cant remember, i tried writing them down to understand it a bit but i gave up. this was why id rather watch harry potter than read bcs my imagination is low asf, lower than my iq bro.
so base on MY imagination lol,
MC was unlucky taught by an already dead old guy master of martial art, it was a power to follow people with great speed and agility. MC is an orphan so he grew up working his ass off in wars, he's a member of Demonic Cult. bcs of his power, the 1st and 3rd disciple of the Heavenly Demon ordered him to follow ML (he's the heavenly demon). ML is the boss and strongest of all. He has four disciple.
1. ML's heir to the position, but he's still anxious of being the next leader so he tries his best to protect ML.
2. this guy has a complicated family connection HAHA. i got lost so much so i dont know if im spitting facts but, he's the son of Gwak Ho (?) the villain in this story. ML accepted him as a disciple bcs his mother died protecting ML from gwak ho.
3. he's teaming up with 1st disciple for the protection of ML
4. the only girl disciple, i cant really remember her in the story lol.
the main plot of this story revolves on ML's complicated past. ML has a brother, and idk what happened to them HAHAHAHAH i sucked at giving spoilers huh, so the Qilin Token/Tablet is just an emblem ML gave to his brother so he doesn't really care about that. and the Jade Qilin is somewhat connected to ML's brother.
the dark past was that ML's master's wife him when he was fourteen. That fuckass bitch carried a daughter with ML against his will, so he never really considered her as his child. That daughter is the wife of the villain Gwak Ho, the father of his 2nd disciple, this means he is his grandson. So yes, ML's daughter died protecting ML.
Gwak-Ho tried to kill ML because he thought that ML and his wife had an affair bcs the wife begs ML to take their son as his disciple and acknowledge him as his grandson. In short, he misunderstood lol.
So anw, ML took his revenge to his master's wife, killed her. idk what happened between ML and his brother, but the brother is on a different faction, i cant remember lol. That brother has a wife and a son, who looks exact like ML. imma stop here, idk what im saying.
so back to the present, Gwak Ho is now plotting his schemes and two other factions are also mentioned. ML has to disguise himself as that blonde guy Seung-hyo (his grandson??? i think sworn grandson, like from a friend)
MC was ordered to follow ML and was forced by the 3rd disciple to take a 'Gu' worm, like a contract where MC is a servant and the 3rd disciple is the Master. That is to keep watch on MC that he wont abandon his work. So yeah, along that journey, ML knew all along that MC was following him so he approached him disguised by Seung-hyo, saved MC from enemies.
from that point, they had a journey to save children bcs of Gwak-ho scemes. A young lady appeared, her name is Jo Myorang, 13yrs old and she is the self-proclaimed fiance of real Seung-hyo so she was shocked by the sudden changes of her dear fiance lmao, it was ML all along and boi, he's gay through and through. He doesn't like women a bit.
anw, this jo myorang put aphrodisiac on ML's tea, but MC drank it. so ML and MC had chuchu, ML can't remove the aphrodisiac caused it made it even stronger by the Gu worm so he had no choice but to do the deed with MC despite having another man's appearance. Myorang heard it all, they did it for 2 days lmao, she was behind the door all this time lol.
at this point, MC is now attached to the disguised ML bcs he was saved thrice and at some point, MC was even willing to risk his life for ML, that made ML's jealous cuz why the fck MC is so blushy and cutesy with seung-hyo's appearance.
despite his jealousy, ML is a lustful man lol. He kept leading MC with his disguise. The first time MC met the real seung-hyo, MC immediately knew that something was off, thatit was not ML, it was bcs of his palm lmao. ML's palm is soft, while real seung-hyo was full of callouses. when ML knew abt this he was real mad at real seung-hyo, even though seung-hyo just lightly tap MC's shoulder lol.
anw, MC at the very last chapter of manhwa raws, ML disguise came to an end when he had to go away for a few days to follow enemies, so he made real seung-hyo to watch for MC. this made MC doubt even more and immediately realized that it was not him and threatened real seung-hyo,
real seung-hyo confessed the truth to MC. MC was devasted and still dont know who he fell inlove for. Yes, MC fell for ML's disguise.
bcs of their enemies (lmao idk), MC got really hurt and got burned on his back, the one who saved him was ML. Also i think, at this part, ML was supposed to capture gwak-ho but he prioritize MC so gwak-ho got away. this lead to a war lolol. He chose MC over a thousands lives, yes crazy right.
so ML nurses MC, he stayed by his side as ML but when MC was slowly recovering he remained with his disguise. at the carriage, they had a their confrontation. this was when ML revealed himself. Mc was mad, though he's still fearful with ML bcs duh, he is the boss, the strongest, the heavenly demon but still, MC tried to stand his ground.
ML had this frank way of speech, like he's so salty and bashful but at the end, he tries to show his love for MC huhu. at the carriage, ML kneeled!! like fr, the strongest, the shittiest man alive kneeled in front of a lowly commoner MC lol. ML didn't ask for forgiveness HAHAHA, he has the nastiest personality, he somehow confessed while gaslighting MC.
Spoiler
in my opinion, cliff deserves it lol. he was obsessed, narcissistic and let's not forget, he's accomplice with author k's schemes. he ain't innocent y'all, and definitely not a victim of manipulation. when edith finally lifted the so called manipulation of the author, cliff was given a chance to change by his father. cliff knew it to himself, that he has still a chance to be a duke yet he still followed author k, serves him right.
also, he's been very neglectful to his duties, he's accomplice with all the attempted murder shts with edith. he knew it all along. pls, don't be blinded by his looks lol, i bet if he's ugly ya'll be changing courts just kiddin
oh boi, we all know how this story gonna unfold lolol, imma comeback when it's chasing arc
idk dude, if the seme is insane and redflag might as well be INSANELY powerful, INSANELY sexy, INSANELY crazy. yea dude, if you ca't be good inside might as well compensate with your physical traits. he looks so lame tryna escape, u gotta throw some punches and not just swinging a goddamn small ass knife????
man, this turned off any morals i have but dang, the art is so pretty and i really like white long haired mc kinda refreshing to see
idk seme pisses me off. he puts all the blame to uke and acts like he didn't do shits. may i remind you that you had a shitty personality on earlier chaps and uke tolerated all of it, imagine if uke wasn't that analytical he would for sure be hurt. also, to not give people a chance to explain, run away, and meet by coincidence only to act cocky again argh. okay i get it, seme's a complex character but i just wish he too gets humbled lmao. i wish a potential second ML appears or even just a random plot added guy just to make seme gets jealous and agitated that he's not the only one. that there will be other people who might love and understand uke, heck, even accept uke's weirdass personality. and seme will regret that he didn't listen and rejected all of the advances of the uke rn.
and at the end LOLL, seme will be beggin', yearnin', and be sayin' cliche troupe- "you can use me all you want, just stay by my side".
MC is gonna be so heartbroken when he learns that ML was the one who's going on blind dates. I hope that is enough reason for him to finally break things up with ML. He's been thinking about it, and i think they will break up in season 2 and ML would accept it yet be conflicted with how MC and the younger guy is getting closer so he'll be such a dick and tries to intervene. I bet MC and ML will get closer but ML won't still be honest with himself and hurt MC again, till MC finally decides to leave him and ML will regain his memory, begs, and they'll go back to each other again. This kind of troupe will always be angsty, the kind where MC gets to be hurt continuously but still goes back together with ML because they're the main lead. :)) Honestly, I wish I could forget this. This manhwa might take a while and I hate how it makes me feel so empty, this is the reason why I should really stop reading incomplete series or series that has no novel, it leaves me in pain huhu.
i'm not satisfied with the ending lmao. the uke should just get the hell out of that family. he's educated, has money (im sure he saves even a little to start a new life) and meet someone who will make the seme jealous asf.
i hope uke realizes that he's not there to please the family, that there are so much more in life than be an heir of a company. he should honestly just live a peaceful life and runaway. so that seme will chase him, grovel, beg, and give uke everything he wants. HAHAHA
he's vomiting and feeling disgusted but bro will sooner or later— swallow, lick, suck anu$
worst mc of all time. dude you're 20 and you act like an immature teenager boi who's still at his puberty?? what did the elders do to you? i can't read this. the least hencould do is to shut his mouth and be grateful for having a house and food, damn go live ur own life tangina nakakagigil ugly ass hairline with an ugly ass attitude
I'm more curious about their family life than byul. I hope author gives us more side stories from love is an illusion abt them.
after reading chapter 74 go back to chapter 1 and notice nux statement 'keeping myself alive is so damn hard' dude i got chills. I thought this was just a funny smex yaoi but bro is giving plot and serving twist lol.
I'll probably be as gullible as him. I know it's frustrating, but if we think about all the pain, hurtful words/actions from the alpha, and MC's 'attachment issues', I would easily believe the father especially the alpha is not really giving the omega full details abt the medication and shit. Alpha is just continuously reassuring him with his words but still remained secretive to omega. I wouldn't put my trust to that alpha too. :(( Omega is in so much pain and felt helpless and useless. If only he can manage to get away and live free with his son. :(( I hate the Alpha the most.
but satisfying lol. Eversince I started reading in mangago, I automatically turned off my rationality. There is nothing right about this, stockholm syndrome, grape, imagine his smell and to live for almost 1 yr without clothes, the egg, milk, everything about this story is just purely fiction and an oddball but still, I find the ending okay because I know they won't live a normal human life lol, no happy family for them bcs just think how uke is so submissive to the seme and i bet seme thinks of the egg as just a inheritant, nothing more, nothing less. He has no concept of family, even smex for him is breeding. Basically seme has a mindset of a dog. Loyal, understanding, inheat, mate, get a puppy, forgotten, and the cycle repeats. Uke alsohas a Stockholm Syndrome, he's scared of being abandoned. So yea I think this is the best ending it could give. Uke getting revenge on his workmates, in the first place they were the reason he was there. So I guess, he still got his revenge somehow. AND UKE WOULDN'T LAST AHHAHA his life expectancy is short as a human, unless there's kind of thermo shts to twist the story but still, that would be a cliche ending tbh. So yeagetting revenge and making his coworkers suffer too is what I honestly a refreshing ending lol.
I need spoilers please. The seme is insufferable. I hate his smirk, his attitude, and I also definitely hate how uke is so forgiving and gullible, tf are u doormat? But this kind of stories is what I like but I like it when it ends so yea, I'll prolly drop this and comeback when it's done. I can't keep up with it, even the raws are telling me how the seme just tried to make the uke jealous and tf, the uke stayed for hours in the rain only for him to get ravished by the seme. Don't you even get mad?!!! UGH. I hope a second ML appears and make the seme go crazy, I mean he's crazy enough but he's still at his indenial phase. I can still remember the seme saying that uke is not his type, that he will dump uke when he's bored, that uke is just his playtime, a toy. I hope this story focus more on the plot because actually, the plot is really nice but the smex is just too much. 5 chaps of just smut? Tf hahaha. And after their argument, smut again. It's getting too redundant. This has too much potential tbh. The second couple (his olderbrother x gangster) and prolly, his uncle too might have a love interest. But PLEASE!! All I want to see is seme going fckng nuts, crazy and regretful the way he initially treated uke. Let's forget abt his child mistake, but for seme to use uke again? :(( man, I hope uke gives him a hard time too. Dude, stop crying for once and stand up for youself. This reminds me so much of Willful Negligence but atleast there it has a novel so I knew what happened and the seme there still a jerkass, but atleast he suffered lol. aaaaa so please, someone!!!! make! the! seme regret! beg! kneel! bawl!
Mangago should add an easy access to edit or delete our created topics, it irks me how it's so hard to fix it and I'll prolly have to leave on the topics I've intentionally added. Anw, angst is one of my fave troupe aside from enemies to lovers/revenge because I like to get hurt and when I say angst I want them to REGRETTT big time. I've read and watch tons of plot like this amnesia, @sshole seme, shitty attitude name it and usually there is only two endings for this, both are good endings as long as it's executed properly or the pace is just right. First ending would be the seme will remember, regrets it, get jealous of his nephew/cousin and do all his might to get back with the uke. The amount of pain seme caused to uke all depends on the chasing arc. I want seme to kneel, beg, cry, heck even get another accident just so he realize the mess he made. Yes, the blame is not totally his but bruh, you could've been a bit nicer, can't you? Non-negotiable will be if there is any cheating— this is where the second ending/plot that I also found okay or good. The uke getting tired of seme's attitude bcs seme did worst like physically hurt him, cheat on him, berated him more that took months or even years (or plot twist, more aggravating plot like his possessiveness and blah blah) hence uke gets tired and choose the second lead or move on as a single independent lad. Second ending is a hard take but if the writing is slow and detailed I think stories like this can pull it off but as a hopelessly unhinged diabolical biatch I'd like the first ending more. I just want the pain, the suffering of both seme and uke but still gets their little happy ending. Afterall, it's the amnesia. Worst ending is the part when seme didn't get back his memory or idk, that kind of plot is just pure plothole for me. It ain't satisfying, it's disgusting to even think abt it like it all started with amnesia, whatver reasons it is, a changed seme without a fragment of his past is just BS. And funny thing, I've read similar stories like that and bruh, it left me speechless. All those pain, suffering, and I just got awaken, englighten, character. Where is the mf regret dude? Where is the moral lesson? XD anw, I yapped too much, I miss this story so much. I hope it gets updated.