
*sniff* *sniff* I smell some character development here ლ(´ڡ`ლ) YAAAAAS Seungho get dat stinky ass of teacher away from us .... But, But.. How are we going to get our little Nakyum to believe in himself again and ignore what Inhun said to him... How is he going to ignore the way he sees himself as a prostitute and develop geniune feelings for Seungho *SIGH*

OMG that hand scene HURTSSSSS !! We all know that Yahwi is being an ass but come on people we still don't know his backstory... And i'm pretty sure it's a complicated one (we know how much trauma can change someone's personality and perception of other people) .. Like Yahwi gets on my nerves and Jooin is so precious i want to protect him but ...... Give them a chance (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ That does not deny how much i LOVE CAINNNN *_*

I just hate the fact that Nakyum is accepting what people said to him about being SeungHo's whore... Like he is convinving himself that his relationship with SH is purely physical and can't evolve in something more than that ... But it makes me sad that NK still doesn't know that SH is actually seeking that emotional connection i guess (though even SH still can't realise that himself) I know that deep inside SH is falling for NK and he's still in denial UGHHHH!!! SH's troubled face is just ..... SAD

If he wants to deserve Nakyum, he needs to do a lot of retribution first. Completely change into a puppy type of lover. Sure in bed he can be dominant, but he has to stop being this high and mighty asshole. I do not wish this current SH to ever have Nakyums heart. I do not like to see stuff like that, with no reason. Nakyum chose the bath of self instead of dependence. When a human is in a situation where it seems like they have no control, they can chose to let go and become completely submissive to the dominance of the situation they are in. Like Stockholm Syndrom people, who become like that, because their brain needs some way to survive with most possible amount of sanity. Humans are incredible. Nakyum though, is strong. He decided concsiously to just play along with the flow and integreate into it. He is not assimiliatin, but integrating. There is a huge difference. Because if you chose to do something like this yourself, you have control. You do not submit the responsibility of your life to anyone or anythign, but keep it in a tight hold. He chose to just let go of some stuff for now and just enjoy the situation. He has great sex, is protected mostly, has good clothes, a room, regular meals, sanitary situation (hygiene). For now he is good. Whole superficially going along, passively his mind will analyse and put stuff in order. He will slowly gain some understanding of himself and the situation, of past, present and future, he will slowly mentally grow. Become wiser and independent. A person who never yields mentally, is the strongest ever. Just because they give you their body, does not mean you own them. Only the owner of the body, can decide about that. He could think of himself as a helpless victim, or a person who knowingly enjoys the situation and looks for opportunities. How do you think women who were originally slaves, became the strongest queens in a court in the past? Even though they were like lifestock of the monarch? It all depends on your mental strenght and emotional intelligence that grows every time you decide to take responsibility for your life internally and externally. I want to see that in Nakyum. I see the potential. He could become someone who dominates SH.
So basically... Two scenarios came to my head rn.... Either Seungho is going to witness that shit face of a servant trying to capture Nakyum and tries to protect him and fails or actually succeeds and tries to get the truth out of that dickhead's mouth.... Oh and a third scenario where Seungho is gonna drag Nakyum to his orgy party but gets jealous and shit .... ANYWAYSSSSS.... WE MUST #PROTECT_NAKYUM