
I really like the relationship between the FMC and MMC. It’s just so innocent and affectionate without it being romantic. I think it takes great skills from the artist and author to depict that sort of thing with adults as characters, it really shines on the fact that they haven’t really developed emotionally due to their childhood circumstances. Either way their relationship now is just so satisfying to read, it feels like they’re children who are best friends with eachother. It reminds me of my times when I was a kid and me and my friends would hold hands and hug and sleep and bathe together without any malice or any ulterior motives, just pure enjoyment from comfortable company. I love this, though I know it can’t be this light hearted forever I am enjoying it as it is now. uwu

I can’t seem to access chapter 4 onwards. the site says that there was a oroblem... IS THIS GETTING TAKEN DOWN?!? NOOO I JUST STARTED!! IS IT JUST ME WITH THIS PROBLEM??

Same here, it’s only this manga I’m having trouble with! I’ve tried it in the private tab and not, I’ve even tried it in a different brower and on different sites, I find the same result! Very frustrating as I only just started and I’m on chapter 8!! If you find a solution or somewhere else that’s good to read on let me know! And I likewise!! Oh I’ve alsi tried desktop mode I’m using a iphone7+ to read on! Good luck!!

Ok I think I might have solved it, I’m using my iPhone to read, but this is what I did, I cleared my history and cookies and then checked but it didn’t make a difference. So I went to yahoo, then i put in mangago in the search and opened the site like that, the disclaimer came up, I assume that’s why i was having a problem, but it seems to be working now for me!

Hey, hey the comment sections here is so lit and interesting I just wanted to bring up this topic. You see, I’ve read a lot of “arguments” on Rape i.e. how Dojin used his pheromones, Hye saying “I want a baby” and so on, but then again... is it tho? I’m not so sure, because when u look at the context of THEIR WORLD, it’s an omega verse right? and well I guess I should start with my understanding of what RAPE IS. Rape happens when there is NO CONSENT, from EITHER one of the parties. The non consenting is the victim obviously. NON CONSENT also includes VICIATED CONCENT which is kinda like, you signing a deed to hand over your house because a gun is pointed at your head. Of there are external factors that tamper with how you THINK you’ve made a choice like the gun example or other influences then that can’t be consentual as well. BUT WHEN YOU SQUINT. They are not under the influence of any external factor, and it’s not like the FORGOT about what happened or is not aware of what’s happening around them. THEY THEMSELVES can’t control their bodies, in that sense is it still rape? if you yourself act upon the advancement but don’t want to??? or like, you saying no but accepting it because instinct doesn’t alow you to move anyother way??? It’s a pretty grey are for me tbh. what do you guys think?
on an extended note, yeah... not gonna lie, MC is very.... fucking unlikable. At first I thought I was the only one, I find myself saying “wtf” at almost everything he does. Just how he acts, how he thinks, how he talks... I dunno I don’t like him. I think it’s okay to express opinions like this, it doesn’t mean that just because u don’t like a character and want to express your dislike would automaticaly mean you should STOP reading. I think that this is also one element of good story telling, to have strong feelings towards a character wether it’s like or dislike and wanting to see where they go haha. I do understand that there will be some backstory to this but yeah, I agree... he has yet to have any redeeming qualities. From the get go AS IN CHAPTER 1 He was already aiming for money, which is okay, but again not necessarily the best most likeably quality. And him being used?? as a fucking muse?? um okay. I don’t see why he gets so offended like that?? I mean all he has to do is be alive to be a fucking muse it’s not as if Dojin is sucking the life force out of him (much that he is physically draining Dojin of his money). And why was he even there in the first place right?? it’s because HE OWES DOJIN MONEY. WHY DOES HE OWE HIM MONEY?? Because he was being stupid. And I guess it’s again... a quality of what the world is built upon i.e. “omegaverse” him being a RECESIVE OMEGA which is the sub of the sub gender. but still, all those justifications and the fact still stands. he’s unlikable without redemption as of yet.

it was not consensual. he feels forced to carry the baby bc like he said it's "already a done deal". I really trust this author so I'm sure I'll like whatever ending she gives this, but this is for readers like you and others - don't sugarcoat something not even the author is trying to sugarcoat. Dojin did Hyesung wrong, and I am VERY happy to see him go the extra miles to make up for the shit he got that little munchkin in.

The instance which can be clearly defined as rape, as as you say, there is a blurred logic in omegaverse, was when Hye-sung tried to leave and Dojin choose to release his pheromones in order to prevent this, he then had sex with an unconsenting Hye-sung, who couldn't even move. It would be no different to say if a character was panicked that their loved one was going to leave them for good, and then they spiked their drink with a sedative or battered them around the head so they became unconscious, it was that level of severity.
Hye-sung never raped Dojin, but in "normal laws" he could be seen as sexually assaulting him, ie climbing onto him and giving him fellatio without consent. However, as you say, this was driven by "omegaverse logic" where hye-sung had little control over his body, and Dojin was able to still retain dominance and clarity. Ditto for example the bath scene where Dojin loses control and starts kissing Hye-sung, this is more to do with the alpha/omega logic instincts. From Hye-sung's perspective though, he feels that he is at risk of being assaulted or raped by Dojin when he is on his heat, hence why he tried to leave, and why his contract forbids physical contact. Hye-sung at the end of the day is a 19 year old kid who has been living in denial over his omega identity, due to his upbringing, he never educated himself onto how to manage his condition, and he has found himself pregnant by the first person he had sex with, after the grand total of knowing him for 3 weeks. He's tried to put in place safe guards, and Dojin is trying to handle this in the best way he can too. It is a shame the author had to go as far as using rape to convey that these characters are bonded together, not because of emotional love for each other, although this seems to be gradually developing due to their dependency on each other. Not the most healthiest of pairings, but hey in "I hate you so much" they weren't that different either, it is what it is.

My maiden heart says that Hye hated the fact that Dojin used him as a muse, because he started liking him a bit (but his terrible character is good hiding it, and also with all the shock of being omega, poor and dumb)
In this story I can feel so much the 'fated pair' vibe featured in japanese omegaverse. At the end they always look for each other. They're even having a baby when it's hard for an omega to get pregnant.
Want to read next chapters soon.

Honestly Rape culture is so deeply ingrained to what Yaoi is, you just have to take it as it is or just avoid such stories (which is surprisingly quite hard). You can't really deny it seeing as no consent is given even if the person is perceived to "enjoy" it later on. All you need to know going forth is that these are just stories and fantasies people put out for others to enjoy READING and in no way is realistic to actual gay love (Bara is more that) or ok in the real world (unless you're into that, though I doubt you can really call it rape if it's your fetish to live out fantasies of being taken forcefully) and your pretty much set. Stories are stories as long as it stays in your head. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

Everything you said is verifiably correct, but people tend to be in their emotions when it comes to the topic of rape. I don't consider it rape, in the same way i don't consider Hyesung sexually assaulting him leading into sex rape either, it was an uncontrollable accident and i don't believe the idea that you can accidentally rape someone. I personally believe that this actually clearly wasn't rape, tbh. This was pheromone sex within an omegaverse. Clouds is wrong, he didn't use his pheromones to stop him from leaving or to trap him, he used them because Hyesung had said "are you threatening me" when Dojin got stressed and accidentally let slip a small amount of pheromones, his dialogue after letting his pheromone out is "have i ever released my pheromone around you? I was nice to you, i let you make yourself at home.", he's confused and upset because Hyesung is pissed at him out of nowhere when he's been trying to help him, he got upset that Hyesung was implying he even WOULD threaten him so he let them out to show Hyesung that he doesn't recognize his pheromone because he's never used them on him before. This is supported by the dialogue, what Clouds said isn't. Hyesung says "these are his pheromones?" because, as Dojin was trying to point out by releasing them, he's never felt them before, this is why Dojin says "have i ever released my pheromone around you?". Pretty straightforward. He just lost control after, he meant to make a point that he's never used them on Hyesung by showing him he doesn't recognize them, then suppress them, but he lost control. Hyesung says "his eyes... Get ahold of yourself!" because he sees Dojin lost control and later in ch 20 Dojin says "i lost all sense of control". Honestly, both Bimblefrog and Clouds are SUPER anti-dojin, i wouldn't bother with them.

What do you mean done deal? I mean, sorry if it sounds like sugar coating, sure Dojin did a lot of things wrong too. In any case, even in an omegaverse sence, he pretty much did rape Hey i guess? (still a little grey for me) But still, I kinda realized with your comment what makes Hey so frustrating; it’s because he’s so soft in all of his choices. He doesn’t think them through, and he doesn’t have the guts to push through something that HE MUST REALLY WANT( like getting rid of the baby for example, I know I know they tried to justify this but common. If you don’t want it then you don’t want it right? He admitted hinself that he was scared to get an abortion so it’s also a lapseide on him.) He doesn’t accept reprocautions as well. His lack of better judgement IS the driving force of the plot I guess, because if he didn’t make all those crappy choices that led him to being pregnant then we wouldn’t really have a story now would we haha.
When you look at Dojin’s perspective it’s pretty clear. He does it because he has feelings for Hey, from the very beggining he had them and it just budded and budded. Sure he rapped him? But I donno, like you said he’s trying to do better. AND IT’S SO CUTE HOW HE TRIES GHAAAH but in comparison ugh. sorry Hey is just so difficult to like at this point. he really isn’t developing well it also frustrates me how he IGNORES THE BABY. I guess cuz it’s a rape baby? Ugh still, it’s a life in there it’s obvious he doesn’t know much about responsibility maybe cuz he’s young?... I know that it sounds like I’m just listing bad traits here but damn. I just have the same hopes that the author would give us a justification that could turn this around. As of yet the idea still stands, Hey isn’t likable.

YEAH I ACTUALLY HAVE THE SAME THOUGHTS! That’s why i find it intriguing to discuss rape in an omega verse. I also thought that he didn’t intend it, it just slipped out then the sex. It’s when you overhaul consent because you lose your control but then again it’s YOUR control right? I think talking about things we all like i.e. this story is fun :) It’s not a discussion if we all just have the same thoughts and not respecting other opinions. People should just be able to discuss without going over bounderies and not letting their emtions drive them. We all have our biases it’s not bad to agree to disagree haha.

yeah yeah tottaly get u. I’ve been reading yaoi for YEARS it has desensitized me to a lot of things. Omegaverse is relatively new (if you compaire it to bara and shota it’s a new genre in itself) and it’s heavily centralized on the ideas of “legitimizing rape” and “discrimination on sub genders”, “Social Hirarchy”, “Choice and Control” ALL SUCH VERY I INTRIGUING TOPICS THAT REFLECT THE PROBLEMS OF CURRENT SOCIETY BUT YAOI AND MORE INTENSE AND DELICIOUS. thanks for your thoughts (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
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