
I know, I know that it's hard to tell someone you like them, I know but come on man. If he likes him, why would he treat him like that, why??? This chapter was uncomfortable to read for me, Hayoung is literally drunk from heat and then being induced by Mat's rut and Matthew is taking advantage of him. Taking in the fact that Mat's in rut and his extremely possessive nature, I can only hope he doesn't force Hayoung into a bond. idk guys, the relationship we all hoped for is showing a darker side that if the uke doesn't snip out of it, he'll will definitely get hurt.

From the way Dennis keeps acting, I feel like he might not like being touched by others or he’s somehow connected to that past lifes thing, but I also think he’s mainly just jealous and his facade of being “the perfect guy” shows through cuz the one thing he wants is out of his reach and with someone else (ehehe). Either way, just enjoying my lovers being absolutely in love with each other, Dennis could never ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

the emotions I feel are immaculate. The kids had such physically and mentally abusive parents, but I'm really starting to be troubled with the blonde kids actions. It's one thing to ignore or make your sibling feel like an outcast or make them think less of themselves bc you blame them for all the pressure being put on you, BUT ITS AN ENTIRELY other thing to drug, physically make a sibling suffer. The blonde kid is screwed up to the point where I feel like most of this is the parents fault but then another part is the kid for allowing himself to indulge in the HORRIFIC THINGS HES DOING, and he knows what he's doing and it saddens me to my core bc it seems as tho he knows nothing else aside from pain. I very much doubt with the parents they have, he'd get help but please, I just hope Bambi gets saved soon plzz...he's in a hospital right? push the emergency button, you've gotta press it

anyone else looking for an apology, reparations, a fucking break from the “I’ve always like you which is basically why all this happened to you” and maybe just maybe, the chance for the uke see how fucked up the guy is being and that he didn’t need to give, he didn’t , I’m sad, the basic overly used, traumatizing yaoi trope is back, now all I can do is wait and hope the seme actually makes up for everything (and not with sex) next time

I don’t feel like they’re made for each other, and it’s not like two pieces in a puzzle that just fit perfectly together is the only way a relationship can work. I mean that no matter their insecurities, there is a part of me that doesn’t feel like they can reassure each other. I’ll follow the story but frankly the chemistry between them is really ill fitted, maybe the seme should just find someone too. Wishing for the other persons unhappiness so that they come running back to you is exhausting and it just leave a bad taste in my mouth. I want happiness for both of them, and if that means they cut off connections then so be it, it’s painful but what separation between people who’ve spent so much time together isn’t. Well, I’ll just be over here, drowning in angst cuz they’ll just get together anyway and all I can say is “it is what it is”

Disappointed with the pink guy, but personally, I’m just here for Chawin and Hyunwoo’s happiness, they’re happy together and how the pink haired guy chooses to live his life is none of my concern as long as he doesn’t get involved with Cha and Hyun ever again, anti protagonists redemption are like spikes at my sides man so whatever (this close to just making my own comic with said anti protagonists, they get no redemption, are either taken to therapy or sent to jail—in the event that they were violent or committed crimes—and my mc find a good person and happy ever after or some shit also get ready fo this people, they’d have the ability to choose that maybe none of their current options are best and find a new person, nice right?)
Ok okay, after seeing the Korean raws the next chapter he doesn’t hit her but threw a pillow at the door (oh thank the lord) but even tho I don’t know Korean, I’m pretty sure from his DISGUSTING (ugh) expression, he’s gonna make her have sex with him “one last time” and I’m not sure that’s gonna end well. Please, please, she’s my fav girl, get out of there dear, plzzz