
I've reread this to change perspective lmao. I thought it was just some sick porno when I first read this but now, damn it's making me tear up . Saki's been through so much in life, her line when she said "she didn't love herself enough", mah girls been seeking validation since whay, she's a child. From the looks of it, she had an absent parent, she changed herself to fit in and be love, to seek validation and it spiraled out of control because of adults exploitation. She have agency, she's a whole person but that doesn't mean she have a grasp of what might and might not happen. She's exploited and influence my some nasty people. It's like theres this child walking at the house full of traps but she badly needs a shelter to feel safe and secure so she grabbed that house because it provided her false safety and happiness. So yeah...... I'm glad she's healing tho.
I just hope that the people who didn't grow up love and cared for wouldn't go such an extreme path and wouldn't experienced this kind of things. When I really first read this I was like, damn stupid ass porno disguised as something deep, it's edgy and cringe but now with an adult mind, it really is making you reflect, I means she's clearly rape. We peek into her mind, some of her words are even "I don't want this, but I can't say no" along those lines. So yeahhhhhhh.

Any more manga/hwa as ridiculous and engaging like this??? I need to light up my world

Yes it's on mangago!
Here's the link:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/gangster_love_simulation_lilith/

We all know no one likes this kind of things. The people who read this, including me are just here to analyze and think about how can human make something like this! It really blows my mind how can someone make something disgusting like this, so imma read the rest of the story to fully comprehend what the writers and artist think when making this. And if you have more manga/hwa similar to this, please do recommend so I could study and analyze this type of literature further.
This is crazier than warrior's adventure series and I'm loving it. I need more!