icb that's the end already. i wish they could've been clearer on their "relationship"...bro
i couldn't care less if subaru was sleeping with lots of guys before. it's his own body after all. and liking someone doesn't mean you can't sleep with other guys, as long as you're not in a relationship. but you see, i think it depends on the circumstances. in this case, subaru was always following and always expressing his love for nagayama. i know it was the other guy's fault, but seeing subaru get carried away with just a kiss and a few touches, saying his body still remembers that guy's hand, while claiming that he's so in love with nagayama, i feel conflicted. sure he's not yet in a relationship with nagayama at that time yet, but if i were in nagayama's shoes and i caught them on the act, i don't think i can trust subaru's words of affection ever again.
I can't even fathom to think how painful it is for maki. and for seven years, he'd been bottling everything up, especially those hatred for ren. honestly, ren is waaaaay too dumb, idiot, and an asshole for using and betraying someone like maki. imagine someone loving you wholeheartedly and giving you everything you wanted. oh man he wasted someone so precious like maki. i still feel kinda conflicted since arata looks like ren, but oh well, maki looks at him as "arata" and not as "ren" anymore so i guess it's fine. and their personalities are total opposite anyway. im just glad maki finally found someone worthy of his love.
and theeeeyyy are already in their own world. feels like they already forgot su ci's mom and sis are with them xd
nagisa only had feelings for a "friend" towards minato. but im pretty sure kaito liked minato in a romantic way. although it seems like deep in his heart, he also had feelings for nagisa all along. and the first time they had sex was somehow the trigger for it to show up.
to those who are asking if kaito only liked nagisa because of sex, the answer would be yes and no. yes, because in a sense, their first sex was the reason for kaito to see nagisa in a new "light". specifically, more than a friend. and no, because i don't think it was really all because of sex. i mean, kaito already moved on from minato. since kaito is the kind of guy who doesn't dwell on the past and keeps on looking forward, im pretty sure he fell for nagisa because he is nagisa and not just a substitute for minato.
but honestly, i keep on thinking, and i know it's not just me who keeps on thinking, "what if minato was still alive? would they (kaito & nagisa) still be together?" personally i don't think they would be. or at least, not until after a few or long years. since if minato was still alive, nagisa won't probably realize sooner or later that the one he really like is kaito. and for kaito, since minato has a gf and seems straight, he'd probably continue on liking minato secretly or eventually fall for nagisa.
This-
I felt like reading a sequel of the story, I am fulfilled.
But what if Minato broke up with his gf... would he give in??
a masterpiece. i read a few stories with plots like this but i still like it. i love the artstyle, the transition of events, the dynamic, the characters depth. it did not made me cry much but i like it a lot.
purposely making your partner jealous and think that you're cheating just because you're bored of normal sex is an absolute trash way of thinking. if it were me, i'd probably also stay silent and wait for my partner to confess or just let myself naturally fall out of love. if you know how painful it is to feel jealous or to feel anxious that your partner might be cheating on you, you'd think twice about doing this kind of thing/prank. but if you knew and yet you still did it for such a petty reason, then you're just an asshole.
out of all the chapters of My Suha, this is so far the most difficult one to read. i literally stopped midway to catch my breath and to calm myself. i feel so bad for suha and the director. words are no longer enough to describe how much i despise do hyeok tbh. i just want him dead asap
their relationship is so beautiful im tearing up. ah i want more!!! (╥﹏╥)