it's kinda confusing with the part of shigure and his death but somehow i feel like i get it? but help-- i don't quite understand why did shigure chose to left haru when he was trying to run away with shiro? is it because he knew that if ever they succeeded, they will still be chased by the yakuza and he doesn't want haru to be involved? that's what i think bc honestly i think that shigure feels the same way as haru does to towards him. and that panel wherein shigure had sex with him and told haru (when he was half asleep) that he's not coming back, there was a part there when he called haru's name while walking towards the door but the half of that frame is black so i was thinking that maybe, just maybe, "i love you" was what should've been written there but haru wasn't able to hear.
their circle of friends are amazing!! it's like they were the couple's godfairies
anezaki's thoughts are really depressing. first, about how finding his happiness with another person seems impossible. i'm a girl and a straight one so i really have no idea how lgbtq people actually feel. i honestly don't care if agutuma really did not think that he and anezaki are dating, but when anezaki told mikado that he doesn't think the other guy cheated on him because HE'S A GUY, it's too sad, too horrible to think how his self esteem hits the rock bottom. falling for a bi and then ended up all alone because that bi is getting married, of course falling for a guy who was never interested in other guys originally will cause him more worries and anxiety.
at first, when mikado wanted to go on a date and anezaki suggesting that they can just have sex like they normally do, i thought it's too unfair for mikado. of course it is still quite unfair for mikado since he really want to go on dates with anezaki like a normal couple, but when anezaki begged for god to give him more time to spend with mikado, his happiness, i just lost it. i didn't cry much but i feel like im suffocating and my heart is being crushed. it may be a bit wrong to think about a future you never know if it will even happen or not, but for anezaki who once experienced being left out for a girl, it is inevitable for him to have those thoughts.
i love this manga. it is somehow realistic. plus i love how this showed the fears of entering a relationship for gay people (for some people maybe). i hope there will be a sequel because i really want to know what will be the future of this couple!!!
so wholesome <33
aside from that guy who said that being gay is a disease. i honestly don't know where in the hell they get those kinds of ideas. does seeing gay people make them feel superior? or they think hating gays are cool or will make them more manly? assholes. they decided on their own that being gay is not a norm yikes way to go homophobics
i have no problem with people who doesn't like gays as long as they won't say something offensive about them (most especially saying that being gay is a disease) since we can't really control one's mind and preference. but i do hope that soon, there will be more people in the future who will be more understanding and accepting towards the lgbtq.
they were in the wrong place, wrong situation, wrong tied relationship, and maybe even wrong body? they hurt other people and even themselves. they both love each other for a very long time but they weren't even be able to be together (as a lover) for even a short while, how sad is that. sad, tragic, melancholy...this just stirs up people's emotions. others might disagree, but the mangaka really did a pretty great job on creating this.
this is so fucked up in all aspect but i like it. beautifully tragic. every pages of this story is well written. this story is not for everyone since it is disturbing, but for me, this is the kind of story that i can like now matter how fucked up it gets because it's still fiction.
I'm not saying i will like any story that has the same plot as this one. no matter if it is fiction, if i don't like how it was written overall, i wouldn't praise a fucked up story like i did on this one
such a good story. there are some lines that really has a big impact. and i actually cried hahahaha now my eyes hurt
OMYGOD OMYGOD JABXJWBDJWB IM SO HAPPYYYYY. ISTG IF THEY WON'T END UP TOGETHER I'M GOING BALD
ah the volume 2 is so good. and maki's facial expressions are sooo funny LOL
this is so good. wish there was more chapter tho