those extra chapters are sooo cute. i want moreee!! i want to see more of the main couple, the second couple, and the student council boys
it's frustrating how they keep on bushing around the bush and not just tell what they really wanted to say ¯_ಠ_ಠ_/¯
beating*
it was quite refreshing to read a bl with this kind of plot, although the contents are the exact opposite of "refreshing".
i like alex, but i will never justify his actions despite of his childhood trauma. and i know how it will end, but i was still hoping just a little bit that clark will feel a little tiny bit of affection towards alex, but oh well, let's just leave that in our imagination. clark clearly still loves the doctor or the doc is really just a special friend to him but i doubt it's the former. there are a lot of hints that clark is still in love with the doc anyway. i certainly like alex with clark but at the later chapters, i actually wanted alex to end up with the doc because it's just like what the doc said, alex needs someone who's warm and affectionate and someone who will never leave his side. it just so happen that alex is beyond repair. poor doc.
anyway, i like how this story had little to no romance. im satisfied with how it ended. i think it would be a bit better tho if there was one more chapter at the end which focuses on clark's thoughts after all that.
plus that scene with the fished at the end, somehow it looks like they died after eating what clark puts in the aquarium? or maybe im just giving deeper meaning to every panel. but if i am right, then chz i love how the author wrote this. since the fishes represents the doc who died as well.
I feel like Clark never actually stopped loving the doctor I think he was even unconsciously waiting for him to come back (coz they have been on and off). I think he was just too set in his ways and the secret hobby must've been the eyeopener for the Dr that it was never gonna work out with them.
:( i wish the Dr hadn't been too carefree with Alex. Maybe along the lines he forgot that the dude was a serial killer? He didn't deserve to go down like that.
yeah, that seems like the case. idk if clark did not realized it or he's just ignoring that fact.
and yes, it's actually kinda ridiculous to act like that around alex knowing that he's a serial killer even tho he's a doctor. he was too fixated on his feelings to alex that he forgot alex has been killing a lot of people.
muyeong's internal dialogues are sooo funny hahahhahaha. they're both so cute!!
anyway, i cant with people like junseok who uses their depression to trap a person within their grasp. they should feel grateful that there are people who wishes for them to get better and are taking care of them, instead of using that to their advantage and making those people walk on eggshells. it's disgusting how manipulativr they are.
and i want to commend seonho for understanding muyeong that far. honestly if it were me, i might've decided to broke up with my partner a long time ago. it's not easy to meet with your partner once every two weeks or more, and when you both finally got a chance to meet, your partner will always end up running back to his "friend". anxiety will come every day with situations like that tbh. the thought of losing your partner to that so called "friend" or thinking that your partner might fall for that friend since they barely see each other now. thinking about those things doesn't mean you don't trust your partner, it means you're too afraid to lose them. but everyone has their own limit. i was actually looking of seonho breaking up with muyeong to let muyeong know that he's at his limit now and to let muyeong realized just how important seonho is to him. i get that junseok is his friend and he wants to help him, but it's hard for seonho too. that's why ASSURANCE is always the key. but reading this, i can't remember muyeong giving seonho the assurance that he needed at that time. well, it ended good so everything's good ig.
it's just one frame with dohyeok but it's enough to make my blood boil and now im ready to throw my fist at him :))
okay wait- so did mr.park took seolwoo's soul out to keep him from killing himself or did seolwoo not die and mr.park did that to make seolwoo keep on killing? or both- i mean to keep seolwoo from killing himself and to make him keep on killing
as far as I understood it's like he took the soul of that human so the body is dead (because no soul no body walking around) but he didn't feed on the soul but instead treasures it forever so that the should doesn't dissolve and the soul of his beloved will always be with him and not lost
Ahah i hate it hereee i really did want them to be happy together, but ig not
boy im really loving dongha's character development
this is so good T_T i actually cried a little at some part. i don't blame kaoru because i understand him, but at the last chapters, i was internally screaming, "BE A LITTLE MORE GREEDY, SWEETY!! OWN YOUR MAN!!" and yeeees im glad he did that in the end. man if this isn't true love then i don't know what is. and chz hara is such a bf material. he truly loves kaoru to the core. im jealous hmp. let's all hope that they'd be happy together forever!!