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i just lost it when dohyun started crying :((

i actually thought at first that it might just be stockholm syndrome, but it seems like dohyun really like sungho despite how fucked up he was and the things he did to dohyun. he liked sungho when they were still teen and it seems like he never really got over sungho, he just buried everything, including his memories and feelings, deep deep down. but dohyun is no innocent, he was also a fucked up lad during his teenage years.

i can't seem to visualize what will happen if they end up together since they both caused each other scars and wounds that are difficult to heal. but if they will end up together, i just hope the last chapter and the epilogue (or if there will be special chapters too) will make it at least, a little, justifiable.

im actually contradicting myself because i really cant imagine how you can end up with the one who raped uou countless times, but at the same time, i also wish they would be together since it seems like they both have genuine feelings. ajbdjsbx i dont know anymore i'll just go with whatever the author wants this to end.

there are times when im having a hard time recognizing who is who because they all somehow looks alike.

anyway, i really commend the other characters for being the best person they ever could. hanbit, he really is the bestest friend you could ever have. it's not easy to take care and lookout for someone emotionally unstable, but he did it for more than five years which is very commendable (but ofc irl u need to seek out professional help as much as u can). and hanbit's gf, sori, is such a warm person too. normally, if it were other people, they's probably snap out sooner if their boyfriend keeps on taking care of other people, but she understands junwoo and hanbit's situation (w/ what happened to his mother). sori's definiteky a nice girl. and the other girl, who was also a hiki once and who has a gf, i liked her too when she stood up for wooyeon when they were drinking.

im really glad that everything worked out fine for the both of them, but i can't help but to think things like, "what if they soon fall out again? what will happen then? will they be both back from slump or any one of them will just totally lose it?". two broken and shattered souls getting together takes a lot of risk so i was kinda worried. but i hope they continuously get better and always be there for each other, i can't ask for more than that.

im still at ch.6, but im really curious about something. i know this is not relevant to the story,,,,but i was just wondering if he takes a bath because it seems like he's wearing the same thing everyday? and i wonder how his room smells bc i don't think it has ventilation fan or smtg?

IM SCREAMING AJBDJSJ I HOPE SUHA WILL ACCEPT YHE DIRECTOR SOONER AND THEN DOHYEOK CAN JUST GO AND FUCK HIMSELF

we need a side story for haejoo and joowon!!!!!!

im willing to sell my soul just to have my own dojin (◍•ᴗ•◍)

THIS IS SO WHOLESOMEEEEE!!! except for those animals who raped naoto. i hope they'll rot in hell forever. anyway, where can i get my own hazuki? sjndkendi srsly he is one of the best boys ever. naoto is so cute and pretty. the kids too! i love their family so much

grandpaaaaa pls get that burden off of huan wen's shoulder!! that pressure is stopping him from being happy. let him be free from that for him to finally work some courage to let his sexuality and feelings out.

this is too beautiful oh god the ending is so good and yet sad jsbcjejc im cryingggg

this update makes me want to curse dohyeok more srsly