
wow idgaf about that vault im just thinking about how well written chapter 96 was and how the author gave such a deep message w it because how people react to boys/men getting raped by women is still like that a lot of times. they were horrified and crying when it was a man but when it was a women they just cleaned up the mess and were mad at him and the boys his age congratulated him! fucked up. honestly it was a strong chapter to read but i loved how the author managed to actually explain how blondie managed to still be happy and at peace w his past and his body and himself

i was kinda doubting this at first, because he started dating this younger guy without being completely sure he was already over his first crush. but he was actually so cute. i’m glad the younger guy didn’t know about him having a crush on his brother’s boyfriend, because in most mangas they make the other person find out, and it just turns into unnecessary angst. i was like, please don’t do that and i’m glad they didn’t. the character was pretty much over his crush already, but he didn’t want to be a liar, so he told this guy the truth, and the guy was fine with it. i don’t see anything wrong with that. honestly, it was really cute. i wasn’t expecting to like it, but it turned out good, really good, nice and cute.
just reread all of this and the only "confusing" part is the alpha going w the flow of younger guy but it's not confusing at all lol alpha clearly doesn't have any close family and he got attached to mc and considered him a "little brother" and then when mc confessed he just went w what mc said bc he is so attached so he would rather go with this relationship than losing him, but when he thinks about it like when taeha told him he can't be serious we can see he really didn't want mc to leave and that was his reason but he says it wasn't an easy decision. im sure the author will give us a he actually has had feelings for mc but is just realizing it now after actually paying attention to his past actions type of explanation lol (not since he was a minor but sometime since they started living together bc you don't just start dating someone so easily if you really see them as a little brother)