
hey guys maybe this is asking for too much lol but does anyone remember in what chapter the human character talks about his struggle w mental health after his pet dies and he's like saying that he couldn't find a reason to keep living or something like that. also this has been going on for so long but honestly the author has a lot of plots to continue and to answer questions about so im glad they're taking their time with it cuz it shows on the quality bc this is so good

i read this kind of stuff and i'm self-aware enough to understand that this is fiction. i know it’s wrong, i don’t condone it, i don’t romanticize it, and i definitely don’t think any of it is okay in real life. i read it knowing it’s messed up.
but i’m specifically talking about whatever the hell is going on between juyeon and the mc. i know it’s blackmail, coercion, non-consent, rape but up until now, it hadn’t been this graphic and disgusting. those last three chapters were just... what the actual fuck. and why did it go on for so long? had to jump all the chapters except for the last one bc of how disgusting it was
i know the story is fucked up but there is a story. like, i’m genuinely curious to see how the mc is going to find out who juyeon really is, what he’s going to remember, what the full backstory is, even if it’s morally awful, it’s compelling. and yeah, i do find some of it hot, i’m not gonna lie. but calling those three chapters hot?? be serious, ik juyeon’s getting his revenge bc the mc also organized a gang rape on him and they’re both terrible people but that was literally just illustrated gang rape, no nuance, no narrative purpose.

Exactly like I swear nothing came out of those three chapters except pure fucking torture!! No I don’t like it either, but honestly would’ve rathered ml rape the mc as revenge (privately) than order for someone to gangrape him like, bro wasn’t even part of the raping he literally just ordered someone to do it and came afterwards acting like everything was fine… seriously? He probably deserved what he got before…. No I don’t wish rape on anyone, but these guys didn’t JUST rape him, they literally abused him and kidnapped him too like wtf. (We haven’t seen what happened before to ml so I don’t wanna try compare to something I don’t know about yet, but still). He literally was unable to move as a result. Then you show up and try clean up the aftermath of YOUR own disgusting actions and decisions?? ew. Literally looked disgusted at the pictures that was sent to him during the process too… and looked pissed at mc’s state as well as when he told him to go away…. BITCH BE FOR FUCKING REAL, PLEASE

love the author and no hate just a thought but i genuinely wonder why they haven't wrote anything like this ever again, the mad dog manwha felt so meh, it wasn’t a bad plot but it just didn't catch my attention? didn't made me reread and love the story like at the end of the road at all, and the other one is just smut which is okay is just that i can't wrap my mind abt writing something like this and then... that? i just hope this author writes something that makes me feel like this one ever again
i remember when there were only a few chapters of this out and i was like, i don’t get this at all. like they’re literally brothers. i was just sitting there thinking, does this author have something w incest? because in their other manga, they also went into an incest plotline
but honestly? it ended up being a good story. obviously i wish the incest part wasn’t there and i don’t condone it, but it does make sense why the characters feel that way about each other, from not having anyone else in life and how they were raised let's say, but i wasn’t rooting for them to be together or anything.
also, the part about their mother doing that to ai?? that was such a huge plot twist. i really didn’t see it coming.
betty and the other boy’s side story was so cute though, i wanna see more of them.
but yeah, this author knows how to write. like, to put incest in a story and still make me go, okay, i don’t agree with it, but i understand why the characters feel that way? you have to be a good writer to pull that off, to make something like that make sense narratively.
so yeah, good. i was going through stuff i’d read a long time ago and realized i never finished this one, so i was like, wait, what was this again? but honestly, it was surprisingly good. solid story.