
y'all know u don't control whatever u dream right it's not like he was willingly imagining that or that it was something he planned on doing. anyways he indeed was is first love that's shocking, wonder whatever happened to himself to be interested in people only bc he's curious abt them and not having actual feelings for them
im glad the author picked up the theme of the manga originally like actually i wanna know why is he fucked up and if he can get some therapy it would be nice to get them both to have a healthy relationship while he heals from that lol